Even though I am no longer the assistant minister of Cupar Old Parish
Church, I still find that my days are jammed full of things I have to do.
Every day except Sunday I work on my thesis rewrite and search for
pastoral vacancies, hoping that for one of them I might be just the can-
didate they are looking for. Last week I enquired about two vacancies
that I was keen on. Unfortunately I was informed that both congrega-
tions were on the verge of calling a new minister. I was a bit disap-
pointed, but I have continued to search for the congregation(s) that
God has planned for me.
This past week was also filled with social events and get togethers with
friends. One night was the Guild Christmas dinner. Most Church of Scot-
land congregations have a social group for the women of the congregation.
Ken, the minister of the church, and I were invited, but Ken had another
meeting scheduled. So I was the only male among thirty or so women. It
was nice. I savored the salmon I ordered, received one of my favorite
Christmas gifts, chocolate, and enjoyed delightful conversation with Mar-
garet, a table companion to my right. She shared about her experiences
as a nurse during the London Blitz in World War II; her service as a Brit-
ish Army nurse in North Africa, Italy, Belgium, and Germany; being
courted by her future husband in all of those theaters of operation; and
being shocked by all the devastation when the Allies began the occupa-
tion of defeated Germany. I was fascinated by her adventures as a
young woman.
One day last week I went into St. Andrews, just a 20-minute bus ride
away, to meet some friends. Rory is the minister of the town-center
Church of Scotland congregation in St. Andrews. He has been very en-
couraging of my transfer from the Presbyterian Church (USA) to the
Church of Scotland. I will be spending Christmas Day with Rory and his
family, something I really look forward to. Then I met with Bruce, a fel-
low Presbyterian minister, who flew in from Seattle to do research and
writing on his thesis. He became a dear friend the past two years when
he and his family lived in St. Andrews. We shared an office together and
I was often invited over to their house for meals and get togethers. To-
day he flew back to Seattle.
Over the past few months I have become involved with an ecumenical
healing prayer ministry here in Cupar. A group of us have been meeting
together weekly to pray about the ministry going public in mid-January.
Today a small group of us met together to receive further training about
the healing prayer ministry. I hope to be here long enough to see it start
up in Cupar. It is something I'd like to see established in the church I am
called to, hopefully soon.
As they say here in Scotland, 'That's me!' I continue to ask for your pray-
ers as I discern where the Lord wants me to serve Him and His Kingdom
here in Scotland.
Blessings to you and yours,
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
A Weekend in the Highlands
I had a wonderful adventure in the Highlands of Scotland this past week-
end, one that I am still savoring. Stewart, a friend, invited me to travel
to two ordinations and inductions of two mutul friends. Stewart is a tad
younger than I am who sensed the Lord calling him to leave a success-
ful professional career as an engineer to enter the ministry in the Church
of Scotland. This past year as I was doing my familiarization Placement
at Cupar Old Parish Church, I attended four conferences where Stewart
was also present as part of his minsterial training.
I appreciated that Stewart invited me go with him to the services for
two colleagues who had also been at the four conferences. Stewart trav-
elled north from his home near Edinburgh, to where I live, to Cupar, in
the Kingdom of Fife, in the eastern part of Scotland. Then we went west
through the southern portion of the Highlands. I enjoyed the beauty of
the Highlands, often with summits obscured by low clouds and a few
higher peaks already crowned with snow.
Our first destination was the small village of Taynuilt in Argyll, just elev-
en miles east of Oban, a a significant ferry port on the western shore of
the Scottish mainland. We were given Scottish hospitality by Evelyn,
Stewart's eighty-something aunt. We enjoyed soup and filled rolls be
fore we went to the ordination and induction service, and the induction
social after that. Our friend Robert was ordained into the Church of Scot-
land, and inducted to ministry to three small congregations in the area.
Robert is single, in his early 40s, and a former chef and mail carrier. He
has the amazing ability to laugh easily and heartily and is quick to hug.
Robert brings considerable love and energy to the three congregations in
his charge. He has a lot to offer them and will be quite a blessing to them.
Then the large crowd crammed into the small community hall for the in-
duction social gathering. I was treated to a wonderful spread of finger
food, Scottish songs and music, and short speeches. It was quite an after-
noon.
Evelyn prepared a chicken dinner for us afterwards. Evelyn and her late
husband had lived in the house since 1964 and raised their family there.
The house had a nice homey feel to it and gave evidence of Evelyn's hus-
band's handiwork. She was quite a gracious hostess and we had long talks
over meals, washing dishes, and resting in the sitting room. Many fami-
lies I have met in Scotland have sons and daughters or other relatives
who have emigrated to Australia, Canada, New Zealand, or the USA. Eve-
lyn has two daughters and their families down under in Australia. She
has been there ten times to be with them.
After a good sleep, Evelyn, Stewart, and I went to the 11:30 service at
the church in Taynuilt, just a short walk away from Evelyn's home. It
is sometimes the custom that a friend of a newly ordained minister
preach on the first Sunday in the charge of a new minister. Robert
asked his recent ministry supervisor to 'preach him in.' Robert's friend
preached him in at the other service at 10:00 and then they rushed to
Taynuilt for the 11:30 service. The church was packed with friends and
others wishing Robert well, but the size of the congregation will proba-
bly be substantially smaller next Sunday.
After church and a hearty lunch Stewart and I went to another friend's
ordination and induction as an assistant minister at a large church near
Glasgow, the largest city in Scotland. On the way we stopped off at the
shore of Loch Lomond to view the wind-tossed waves. The ordination
and induction was quite an affair. The large congregation could really
sing out and it was amazing to listen to the singing. Various ministers
were decked out in all their finest clergy garb. All I can say is that I hope
I won't have to dress up like that.
Then it was back home to Cupar, arriving after 10pm. I enjoyed talking
and sharing with Stewart. He's a fine pastor. It was nice to explore other
parts of Scotland with someone who knew where they were going. It was
also good to see different expressions of the life and mistry of the Church
of Scotland.
Blessings to you and yours,
end, one that I am still savoring. Stewart, a friend, invited me to travel
to two ordinations and inductions of two mutul friends. Stewart is a tad
younger than I am who sensed the Lord calling him to leave a success-
ful professional career as an engineer to enter the ministry in the Church
of Scotland. This past year as I was doing my familiarization Placement
at Cupar Old Parish Church, I attended four conferences where Stewart
was also present as part of his minsterial training.
I appreciated that Stewart invited me go with him to the services for
two colleagues who had also been at the four conferences. Stewart trav-
elled north from his home near Edinburgh, to where I live, to Cupar, in
the Kingdom of Fife, in the eastern part of Scotland. Then we went west
through the southern portion of the Highlands. I enjoyed the beauty of
the Highlands, often with summits obscured by low clouds and a few
higher peaks already crowned with snow.
Our first destination was the small village of Taynuilt in Argyll, just elev-
en miles east of Oban, a a significant ferry port on the western shore of
the Scottish mainland. We were given Scottish hospitality by Evelyn,
Stewart's eighty-something aunt. We enjoyed soup and filled rolls be
fore we went to the ordination and induction service, and the induction
social after that. Our friend Robert was ordained into the Church of Scot-
land, and inducted to ministry to three small congregations in the area.
Robert is single, in his early 40s, and a former chef and mail carrier. He
has the amazing ability to laugh easily and heartily and is quick to hug.
Robert brings considerable love and energy to the three congregations in
his charge. He has a lot to offer them and will be quite a blessing to them.
Then the large crowd crammed into the small community hall for the in-
duction social gathering. I was treated to a wonderful spread of finger
food, Scottish songs and music, and short speeches. It was quite an after-
noon.
Evelyn prepared a chicken dinner for us afterwards. Evelyn and her late
husband had lived in the house since 1964 and raised their family there.
The house had a nice homey feel to it and gave evidence of Evelyn's hus-
band's handiwork. She was quite a gracious hostess and we had long talks
over meals, washing dishes, and resting in the sitting room. Many fami-
lies I have met in Scotland have sons and daughters or other relatives
who have emigrated to Australia, Canada, New Zealand, or the USA. Eve-
lyn has two daughters and their families down under in Australia. She
has been there ten times to be with them.
After a good sleep, Evelyn, Stewart, and I went to the 11:30 service at
the church in Taynuilt, just a short walk away from Evelyn's home. It
is sometimes the custom that a friend of a newly ordained minister
preach on the first Sunday in the charge of a new minister. Robert
asked his recent ministry supervisor to 'preach him in.' Robert's friend
preached him in at the other service at 10:00 and then they rushed to
Taynuilt for the 11:30 service. The church was packed with friends and
others wishing Robert well, but the size of the congregation will proba-
bly be substantially smaller next Sunday.
After church and a hearty lunch Stewart and I went to another friend's
ordination and induction as an assistant minister at a large church near
Glasgow, the largest city in Scotland. On the way we stopped off at the
shore of Loch Lomond to view the wind-tossed waves. The ordination
and induction was quite an affair. The large congregation could really
sing out and it was amazing to listen to the singing. Various ministers
were decked out in all their finest clergy garb. All I can say is that I hope
I won't have to dress up like that.
Then it was back home to Cupar, arriving after 10pm. I enjoyed talking
and sharing with Stewart. He's a fine pastor. It was nice to explore other
parts of Scotland with someone who knew where they were going. It was
also good to see different expressions of the life and mistry of the Church
of Scotland.
Blessings to you and yours,
Friday, December 04, 2009
Thesis Update
Well, I'm still working on my thesis and enjoying the challenge of devel-
oping it further. To make a long story short, the University has granted
me another year to work on my thesis. I have until November 2, 2010,
to resubmit. The issue was that I had done significant rewriting with-
out having received written notification of three issues my two readers
wanted me to address in the rewrite. I had done considerable rewrit-
ing of my thesis without the guidance of of the notification. University
policy is clear that issues identified by the readers must be addressed
in a rewrite.
I had not addressed the three issues identified by my two readers be-
cause I had not received the letter that had been sent to me. My read-
ers, however, quickly realized this and on my behalf asked the Uni-
I had not addressed the three issues identified by my two readers be-
cause I had not received the letter that had been sent to me. My read-
ers, however, quickly realized this and on my behalf asked the Uni-
versity to grant me another year to address the issues they had iden-
tified. I am grateful for that because the issues they wanted me to ad-
dress are excellent issues. It was important to me to get their feed-
back on my work at that stage. That's the value of a doctoral program.
So, I have my work cut out for me. Fortunately I have considerable free
time to work on my thesis at this time. I no longer have responsibilities
at Cupar Old Parish Church and I am in the process of looking into vacan-
cies where I can serve. I have had opportunities to do plenty of reading
and reflecting. I would like to get the thesis resubmitted before I take
another church here in Scotland. With the insight of my two readers,
I am delving into areas I never thought of when I was doing my re-
search for the thesis earlier. I am grateful to them and to the Lord for
the extra time and the excellent feedback of my two readers.
The continued work on the thesis is challenging to me. It is now six years
since I first arrived in Scotland. When I arrived in 2003 I expected that
So, I have my work cut out for me. Fortunately I have considerable free
time to work on my thesis at this time. I no longer have responsibilities
at Cupar Old Parish Church and I am in the process of looking into vacan-
cies where I can serve. I have had opportunities to do plenty of reading
and reflecting. I would like to get the thesis resubmitted before I take
another church here in Scotland. With the insight of my two readers,
I am delving into areas I never thought of when I was doing my re-
search for the thesis earlier. I am grateful to them and to the Lord for
the extra time and the excellent feedback of my two readers.
The continued work on the thesis is challenging to me. It is now six years
since I first arrived in Scotland. When I arrived in 2003 I expected that
I would be back in the USA by this time. But here I am still working on
my thesis and looking for a pastoral ministry opportunity with the
Church of Scotland. During 2007 and 2008 I moved around a lot, partic-
ularly during the summer of 2008 when I was in St. Andrews, Holy Is-
land, and Wales. During that summer letters about my thesis work and
my immigration status were sent to me, but were not delivered. Last
January I received the immigration letter and last month I saw a copy
of the letter that I was supposed to have received with the issues that
they expected me to address. Fortunately the Lord has given me the
grace and mercy to face those those two challenges and others.
So if you do pray for me, I would welcome your prayers on my be-
half regarding my continued thesis rewrite.
Blessings to you and yours,
So if you do pray for me, I would welcome your prayers on my be-
half regarding my continued thesis rewrite.
Blessings to you and yours,
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Missing Thanksgiving Day
I use my iPod to listen to various broadcasts from the States. I download
them the day after they are broadcasted in the US. Yesterday I was lis-
tening to prerecorded programs aired on Thanksgiving Day. Last Mon-
day different programs started talking about Thanksgiving plans and
friends emailed me with plans of what would be happening at their home
on Turkey Day. So, on Thursday I did feel a bit bummed. The day is so
uniquely American. The Canadians have their own Thanksgiving Day,
but the British people do not have anything like a national day of giv-
ing thanks. The Brits are a thankful people, but there is not the sense
of a national day to give thanks.
There was always a large number of American students and their families
at the University of St. Andrews, where I lived for over four years. The
Americans at the Divinity School would always gather together to plan a
big potluck dinner with some family doing a turkey with all the trimmings.
We would also invite friends from other countries to share time together.
But this year I am out of contact with the community, so I was on my
own.
But on Thursday I took time to give thanks to the Lord for all the bless-
ings that have been bestowed on me over all these years. I have so many
great memories of Thanksgiving Days at home in Longview, and then with
Mom in Kelso, of my nearly eighteen years of ministry in Boston, of spe-
cial Thanksgiving Days with American missionaries in Costa Rica. I real-
ly had a lot of fun remembering. I especially remembered Thanksgiv-
ings in Boston with my dear friend Janie, the people at Roxbury Presby-
terian Church, the staff of the Emmanuel Gospel Center, and with mem-
bers of the Montebello Community. When I was at the Fellowship-Eman-
uel Bookstore, the day after Turkey Day was always one of our busiest
days as people began their Christmas shopping. The Thanksgiving meal
was always the calm before the storm for me.
Most of all, I am thankful for the Lord's protection, provision, and guid-
ance over all these years. It has been very challenging, but I have al-
ways been brought back to the Lord's loving kindness and faithful-
ness. That is my prayer for you all.
Blessings to you and yours,
them the day after they are broadcasted in the US. Yesterday I was lis-
tening to prerecorded programs aired on Thanksgiving Day. Last Mon-
day different programs started talking about Thanksgiving plans and
friends emailed me with plans of what would be happening at their home
on Turkey Day. So, on Thursday I did feel a bit bummed. The day is so
uniquely American. The Canadians have their own Thanksgiving Day,
but the British people do not have anything like a national day of giv-
ing thanks. The Brits are a thankful people, but there is not the sense
of a national day to give thanks.
There was always a large number of American students and their families
at the University of St. Andrews, where I lived for over four years. The
Americans at the Divinity School would always gather together to plan a
big potluck dinner with some family doing a turkey with all the trimmings.
We would also invite friends from other countries to share time together.
But this year I am out of contact with the community, so I was on my
own.
But on Thursday I took time to give thanks to the Lord for all the bless-
ings that have been bestowed on me over all these years. I have so many
great memories of Thanksgiving Days at home in Longview, and then with
Mom in Kelso, of my nearly eighteen years of ministry in Boston, of spe-
cial Thanksgiving Days with American missionaries in Costa Rica. I real-
ly had a lot of fun remembering. I especially remembered Thanksgiv-
ings in Boston with my dear friend Janie, the people at Roxbury Presby-
terian Church, the staff of the Emmanuel Gospel Center, and with mem-
bers of the Montebello Community. When I was at the Fellowship-Eman-
uel Bookstore, the day after Turkey Day was always one of our busiest
days as people began their Christmas shopping. The Thanksgiving meal
was always the calm before the storm for me.
Most of all, I am thankful for the Lord's protection, provision, and guid-
ance over all these years. It has been very challenging, but I have al-
ways been brought back to the Lord's loving kindness and faithful-
ness. That is my prayer for you all.
Blessings to you and yours,
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Free Fall
I feel like I am in a free fall. It is as if all my support lines have been cut
and I am falling fast with nothing to stop me. The past twelve months at
Cupar Old Parish Church were wonderful. I had a steady income, some-
thing I had not experienced since 2003, and a supportive Christian com-
munity around me. For once I had stability after moving eight times in
the two years before I moved to Cupar. I enjoyed the past year here in
the small town of Cupar in the Kingdom of Fife on the east coast of Scot-
land.
My time at Cupar Old ended November 1st, and I've been grieving leav-
ing that congregation where I served as assistant minister. But it was
planned that I would be there one year and then go on to a new congre-
gation someplace in Scotland. I have been through this time of transition
several other times in my life, but I always knew where I was going. One
time I headed to Boston to join the staff of the Emmanuel Gospel Center
and another time it was back to Kelso to be with my mom. Then it was to
Philip and Interior, South Dakota, to minister at two churches before go-
ing to St Andrews for university studies. Each time I had a place to go,
but now I don't. I do not yet have a place to go to.
I am being reminded again about yielding my life to the Lord and trust-
ing in God to lead me to where God wants me. They are lessons that I
have to keep learning over and over. There are six ministry positions
here in Scotland that attract my attention. Currently there are over 180
vacancies in the Church of Scotland, but I am especially attracted to the
six. I can imagine myself finding a wonderful place of ministry in each
of those six. It has been hard for me to narrow them down to two or
three top ones. They are all over Scotland: two are in urban settings,
two are in rural parishes, and two are in small towns. After praying
about this for several days, I requested further information about one
of the vacancies at an urban parish in Glasgow. I had the strongest
sense about that one, and I will pursue it until doors close.
Although this time of my life is as challenging as any other time in my life,
I see it as a wonderful opportunity for spiritual growth. So, if you remem-
ber me in your prayers, pray that I would continue to focus on Jesus and
not lose heart as I face a new set of challenges.
Blessings to you and yours,
and I am falling fast with nothing to stop me. The past twelve months at
Cupar Old Parish Church were wonderful. I had a steady income, some-
thing I had not experienced since 2003, and a supportive Christian com-
munity around me. For once I had stability after moving eight times in
the two years before I moved to Cupar. I enjoyed the past year here in
the small town of Cupar in the Kingdom of Fife on the east coast of Scot-
land.
My time at Cupar Old ended November 1st, and I've been grieving leav-
ing that congregation where I served as assistant minister. But it was
planned that I would be there one year and then go on to a new congre-
gation someplace in Scotland. I have been through this time of transition
several other times in my life, but I always knew where I was going. One
time I headed to Boston to join the staff of the Emmanuel Gospel Center
and another time it was back to Kelso to be with my mom. Then it was to
Philip and Interior, South Dakota, to minister at two churches before go-
ing to St Andrews for university studies. Each time I had a place to go,
but now I don't. I do not yet have a place to go to.
I am being reminded again about yielding my life to the Lord and trust-
ing in God to lead me to where God wants me. They are lessons that I
have to keep learning over and over. There are six ministry positions
here in Scotland that attract my attention. Currently there are over 180
vacancies in the Church of Scotland, but I am especially attracted to the
six. I can imagine myself finding a wonderful place of ministry in each
of those six. It has been hard for me to narrow them down to two or
three top ones. They are all over Scotland: two are in urban settings,
two are in rural parishes, and two are in small towns. After praying
about this for several days, I requested further information about one
of the vacancies at an urban parish in Glasgow. I had the strongest
sense about that one, and I will pursue it until doors close.
Although this time of my life is as challenging as any other time in my life,
I see it as a wonderful opportunity for spiritual growth. So, if you remem-
ber me in your prayers, pray that I would continue to focus on Jesus and
not lose heart as I face a new set of challenges.
Blessings to you and yours,
Monday, November 23, 2009
A Door Closed
Last Tuesday morning I received a phone call from a church
that I had applied to fill a vacancy in September. The Vacan-
cy Committee had decided not to carry on with my application.
It is always difficult for me to receive news like that. I felt dis-
appointment and some discouragement. It was an end of a re-
lationship that I had enjoyed. But it's not meant to be.
The larger of the two churches involved was especially look-
ing for more a minister with more experience and leadership
skills than I have. Even though I had sensed that I was not
quite what they were looking for, I still had my hopes up. If
I had gone there I believe that I would have felt considerable
stress to perform in a way that was not me. I believe that the
Committee had been sensitive to God in their deliberations and
their final decision. I trust them in their discernment process.
So, the door has closed on that possibility. A good friend con-
soled me by sharing that when when God closes one door, God
always opens another one. I have been richly blessed by the
love and support of friends here in Cupar and St. Andrews. I
really have been blessed by them.
I have been eagerly looking at other vacancies that I believe
I would be a good candidate. I am seeking to be sensitive to a
door opening before me. It is actually exciting for me to be do-
ing that. If you pray for me, I would ask that you pray that I
would be patient in waiting, attentive to the Lord's leading, and
obedient to walk through the door God opens.
Blessings to you and yours,
that I had applied to fill a vacancy in September. The Vacan-
cy Committee had decided not to carry on with my application.
It is always difficult for me to receive news like that. I felt dis-
appointment and some discouragement. It was an end of a re-
lationship that I had enjoyed. But it's not meant to be.
The larger of the two churches involved was especially look-
ing for more a minister with more experience and leadership
skills than I have. Even though I had sensed that I was not
quite what they were looking for, I still had my hopes up. If
I had gone there I believe that I would have felt considerable
stress to perform in a way that was not me. I believe that the
Committee had been sensitive to God in their deliberations and
their final decision. I trust them in their discernment process.
So, the door has closed on that possibility. A good friend con-
soled me by sharing that when when God closes one door, God
always opens another one. I have been richly blessed by the
love and support of friends here in Cupar and St. Andrews. I
really have been blessed by them.
I have been eagerly looking at other vacancies that I believe
I would be a good candidate. I am seeking to be sensitive to a
door opening before me. It is actually exciting for me to be do-
ing that. If you pray for me, I would ask that you pray that I
would be patient in waiting, attentive to the Lord's leading, and
obedient to walk through the door God opens.
Blessings to you and yours,
Friday, November 13, 2009
Scottish Ministerial Courtship Practices
Two Sundays ago was my last day at Cupar Old Parish Church,
where I had been assistant minister for the past year. At a recep-
tion for me after the morning service I announced that I had ob-
tained my Certificate of Eligibility. I found out later that several
people were wondering if it meant I was an eligible bachelor now,
and thus looking for a wife. Well,...I might be or I might not.
The Certificate does mean that I am now a Church of Scotland
minister and that a congregation can call me to be their minis-
ter. Since September I have been interested in a linked charge
(two churches) in the north of Scotland. In early September I
went up to visit them and decided to continue the process with
them. Several members of the Vacancy Committee are coming
to Cupar Old to hear me conduct a full service this Sunday, 15
November.
I see this whole process to be like a courtship ritual between con-
gregations and ministers. It has been fun for me to go this far
through the process. It is all rather exciting to me.
If you do remember me in prayer, I hope you will lift up this
courtship process I'm in and this Sunday's service I'm con-
ducting.
Blessings to you and yours,
where I had been assistant minister for the past year. At a recep-
tion for me after the morning service I announced that I had ob-
tained my Certificate of Eligibility. I found out later that several
people were wondering if it meant I was an eligible bachelor now,
and thus looking for a wife. Well,...I might be or I might not.
The Certificate does mean that I am now a Church of Scotland
minister and that a congregation can call me to be their minis-
ter. Since September I have been interested in a linked charge
(two churches) in the north of Scotland. In early September I
went up to visit them and decided to continue the process with
them. Several members of the Vacancy Committee are coming
to Cupar Old to hear me conduct a full service this Sunday, 15
November.
I see this whole process to be like a courtship ritual between con-
gregations and ministers. It has been fun for me to go this far
through the process. It is all rather exciting to me.
If you do remember me in prayer, I hope you will lift up this
courtship process I'm in and this Sunday's service I'm con-
ducting.
Blessings to you and yours,
Sunday, November 08, 2009
We Will Remember Them
It has been just over 90 years since the end of World War I, but
the tragic national wounds of the Great War are still felt deeply
by the British people. Today I experienced my seventh Remem-
brance Sunday, the Sunday closest to November 11, Remembrance
Day, when the United Kingdom and the Commonwealth Nations re-
member the sacrifices of so many men so long ago in the trenches
of France and Belgium.
It seems that in every little village and town in England, Scotland,
and Wales there are monuments to the dead of two World Wars
and the long lists of sons killed in combat. The lists of names of the
war dead from the First World War are always much longer than
those of the Second World War. Hundreds of thousands of men
who served in the First War were slaughtered in the tenches and
in No Man's Land during the War to End All Wars. The British peo-
ple have vowed to never forget the sacrifices of men and women in
that Great War and in the other wars the United Kingdom has en-
gaged in. Even now they remember every time a fallen British sol-
dier is repatriated to Britain.
And so this morning the people of Cupar joined with large and small
communities throughout Britain and its former colonies to remem-
ber the fallen of World War I and all the wars Britain has fought. Here
in the small town of Cupar, a large crowd gathered at 10:40 at the
Memorial Monument in the center of town for a Service of Remem-
brance. I joined with them for the second year in a row. I attended
five similar remembrance services during my time in St. Andrews.
Three bagpipers in kilts led units of military cadets, active military
personnel, and veterans of other conflicts to the Monument. The
different military units all marched in with the uniquely smart British
fast march step. Four ministers from town churches read Scripture
passages and led in prayer. A large number of memorial wreathes
were laid at the base of the monument by family, friends, and civic
organizations to remember the fallen. Then we all sang God Save
the Queen. I always find it touching and I get tears in my eyes.
Many in the crowd then went to Remembrance Sunday services in
town churches. Since my time at Cupar Old Parish Church had ended
I went to the other Church of Scotland church in town. The guest min-
ister shared his concerns about the Remembrance Day services in a
very polite and respectable way. In line with the policy of the Church
of Scotland he rejects all war and nuclear arms and seeks every oppor-
tunity to promote peace and conflict resolution. He expressed his con-
cern about the Church sanctifying military action in foreign conflicts.
He reflected the dominant positions on antiwar protest and peace-
making positions held by by the Church of Scotland.
I, too, seek an end to war and the outbreak of peace. Although I con-
sider those who hold such views to be fine and good people, I also reck-
on them to be tragically naive and wrong. I expect that next year at
this time I will have to participate in such a service in a town or village
someplace in Scotland. I will do so as an American Christian minister.
But that is a topic for another posting.
I was very touched by the earlier service this morning. With sadness
I do remember the fallen.
Blessings to you and yours,
the tragic national wounds of the Great War are still felt deeply
by the British people. Today I experienced my seventh Remem-
brance Sunday, the Sunday closest to November 11, Remembrance
Day, when the United Kingdom and the Commonwealth Nations re-
member the sacrifices of so many men so long ago in the trenches
of France and Belgium.
It seems that in every little village and town in England, Scotland,
and Wales there are monuments to the dead of two World Wars
and the long lists of sons killed in combat. The lists of names of the
war dead from the First World War are always much longer than
those of the Second World War. Hundreds of thousands of men
who served in the First War were slaughtered in the tenches and
in No Man's Land during the War to End All Wars. The British peo-
ple have vowed to never forget the sacrifices of men and women in
that Great War and in the other wars the United Kingdom has en-
gaged in. Even now they remember every time a fallen British sol-
dier is repatriated to Britain.
And so this morning the people of Cupar joined with large and small
communities throughout Britain and its former colonies to remem-
ber the fallen of World War I and all the wars Britain has fought. Here
in the small town of Cupar, a large crowd gathered at 10:40 at the
Memorial Monument in the center of town for a Service of Remem-
brance. I joined with them for the second year in a row. I attended
five similar remembrance services during my time in St. Andrews.
Three bagpipers in kilts led units of military cadets, active military
personnel, and veterans of other conflicts to the Monument. The
different military units all marched in with the uniquely smart British
fast march step. Four ministers from town churches read Scripture
passages and led in prayer. A large number of memorial wreathes
were laid at the base of the monument by family, friends, and civic
organizations to remember the fallen. Then we all sang God Save
the Queen. I always find it touching and I get tears in my eyes.
Many in the crowd then went to Remembrance Sunday services in
town churches. Since my time at Cupar Old Parish Church had ended
I went to the other Church of Scotland church in town. The guest min-
ister shared his concerns about the Remembrance Day services in a
very polite and respectable way. In line with the policy of the Church
of Scotland he rejects all war and nuclear arms and seeks every oppor-
tunity to promote peace and conflict resolution. He expressed his con-
cern about the Church sanctifying military action in foreign conflicts.
He reflected the dominant positions on antiwar protest and peace-
making positions held by by the Church of Scotland.
I, too, seek an end to war and the outbreak of peace. Although I con-
sider those who hold such views to be fine and good people, I also reck-
on them to be tragically naive and wrong. I expect that next year at
this time I will have to participate in such a service in a town or village
someplace in Scotland. I will do so as an American Christian minister.
But that is a topic for another posting.
I was very touched by the earlier service this morning. With sadness
I do remember the fallen.
Blessings to you and yours,
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Sir Ziggy, the Tender Hearted
Sir Ziggy, the Tender Hearted, is the 4-year old male cat in
whose domain I have rented a room this past year in Cupar,
Scotland. He is the most gentle cat I have ever met. Ziggy
has a very mild-mannered disposition. When it comes to fight-
ing other cats, Ziggy is a pacifist. When aggressive cats ad-
vance on him, he slowly backs away into a protective place. I
have never witnessed Ziggy take offensive action against any
cat.
Nor have I seen Ziggy pounce on a mouse, although he did try
to sneak a dead one past me into the house some time ago. I
think the mouse might have died of fright because Ziggy likes
to play with mice, but he never takes any action to harm them.
Unfortunately I don't think the poor mouse experienced it that
way. It probably died of fright having this big scary creature
hounding it any time it moved. I have watched Ziggy play with
a mouse and then go off in search of other fun things to do, allow-
ing the mouse to flee if it wasn't paralyzed with fear. But Ziggy is
so tender hearted that it probably never entered his cat mind
that he was frightening the mice he played with.
Since the beginning of summer I have noticed that Ziggy is in a
serious conflictive relationship with another cat. The other cat
is a scrawny male Siamese cat who exhibits a bad attitude. He
takes every opportunity to bully tender hearted Ziggy. I have
seen Ziggy seemingly as paralyzed with fear as the mice he
plays with. I mean this Siamese cat is lean and mean, the epi-
tome of an ornery bully cat. I don't like him at all. I have tried to
exhort Sir Ziggy to stand up to the mean cat, but what do I
know? It seems Ziggy is pretty frightened and there is nothing
I can do about it.
I think, though, that Ziggy has come up with a plan. He no-
tices that the mean cat has a curfew, and can't be out past
6 PM. Furthermore, the other cat's human doesn't let him
out of the house until 8 AM. Thus Ziggy has identified a win-
dow of opportunity when he can roam to his heart's content
and not have to contend with that mean old cat. He usually
has his tea (dinner) around 5:30, waits until 6, and then
makes it known he wants to go out. Ziggy camps out at the
back door, meows, and waits for a human to open the door
to let him out. He either meows at the kitchen window to be
let in at 10 or 11, or stays out all night until the early morning.
I tend to get up before 6:15 and find him waiting for me at
the kitchen window to let him in.
Ziggy has studied me since I moved in a year ago, and cor-
rectly recognized that I am a softie and that I am a sucker
for a sweet meow, even at 5:15 AM. Down the hall Margar-
et, Ziggy's primary human and my landlady, is smart and
thus is able to sleep through anything, especially when she
has her hearing aids out. So he comes down to my bedroom
door, meows, and paws at the closed door. Ziggy knows that
I will respond, softie that I am, regardless of the time. Some-
times he will rustle around in my dark room for a while or
take a little catnap, but most of the time Ziggy wants to go
outside for a couple of hours while the mean ol' Siamese cat
is in confinement.
During the day while the mean Siamese cat is at play, Sir Zig-
gy stays indoors and sleeps. He sleeps on Margaret's bed. He
sleeps on the sofa in the living room. He likes to perch on the
inside ledge of the living room picture window with its com-
manding field of vision of the crossroads nearby. From there
he can safely monitor the movement of all cats in the neigh-
borhood. Ziggy also sleeps on my bed or in the leather chair
of my desk. He had mistakenly thought that all he had to do
to keep me from throwing him out was to sleep and look cute.
But he has been cured of that idea. I am happy to report that
I have regained my proper place as lord of my bedroom and
that Ziggy has assumed his place as a guest in my room. I am
not as tender hearted as Sir Ziggy, the Tender Hearted Cat.
whose domain I have rented a room this past year in Cupar,
Scotland. He is the most gentle cat I have ever met. Ziggy
has a very mild-mannered disposition. When it comes to fight-
ing other cats, Ziggy is a pacifist. When aggressive cats ad-
vance on him, he slowly backs away into a protective place. I
have never witnessed Ziggy take offensive action against any
cat.
Nor have I seen Ziggy pounce on a mouse, although he did try
to sneak a dead one past me into the house some time ago. I
think the mouse might have died of fright because Ziggy likes
to play with mice, but he never takes any action to harm them.
Unfortunately I don't think the poor mouse experienced it that
way. It probably died of fright having this big scary creature
hounding it any time it moved. I have watched Ziggy play with
a mouse and then go off in search of other fun things to do, allow-
ing the mouse to flee if it wasn't paralyzed with fear. But Ziggy is
so tender hearted that it probably never entered his cat mind
that he was frightening the mice he played with.
Since the beginning of summer I have noticed that Ziggy is in a
serious conflictive relationship with another cat. The other cat
is a scrawny male Siamese cat who exhibits a bad attitude. He
takes every opportunity to bully tender hearted Ziggy. I have
seen Ziggy seemingly as paralyzed with fear as the mice he
plays with. I mean this Siamese cat is lean and mean, the epi-
tome of an ornery bully cat. I don't like him at all. I have tried to
exhort Sir Ziggy to stand up to the mean cat, but what do I
know? It seems Ziggy is pretty frightened and there is nothing
I can do about it.
I think, though, that Ziggy has come up with a plan. He no-
tices that the mean cat has a curfew, and can't be out past
6 PM. Furthermore, the other cat's human doesn't let him
out of the house until 8 AM. Thus Ziggy has identified a win-
dow of opportunity when he can roam to his heart's content
and not have to contend with that mean old cat. He usually
has his tea (dinner) around 5:30, waits until 6, and then
makes it known he wants to go out. Ziggy camps out at the
back door, meows, and waits for a human to open the door
to let him out. He either meows at the kitchen window to be
let in at 10 or 11, or stays out all night until the early morning.
I tend to get up before 6:15 and find him waiting for me at
the kitchen window to let him in.
Ziggy has studied me since I moved in a year ago, and cor-
rectly recognized that I am a softie and that I am a sucker
for a sweet meow, even at 5:15 AM. Down the hall Margar-
et, Ziggy's primary human and my landlady, is smart and
thus is able to sleep through anything, especially when she
has her hearing aids out. So he comes down to my bedroom
door, meows, and paws at the closed door. Ziggy knows that
I will respond, softie that I am, regardless of the time. Some-
times he will rustle around in my dark room for a while or
take a little catnap, but most of the time Ziggy wants to go
outside for a couple of hours while the mean ol' Siamese cat
is in confinement.
During the day while the mean Siamese cat is at play, Sir Zig-
gy stays indoors and sleeps. He sleeps on Margaret's bed. He
sleeps on the sofa in the living room. He likes to perch on the
inside ledge of the living room picture window with its com-
manding field of vision of the crossroads nearby. From there
he can safely monitor the movement of all cats in the neigh-
borhood. Ziggy also sleeps on my bed or in the leather chair
of my desk. He had mistakenly thought that all he had to do
to keep me from throwing him out was to sleep and look cute.
But he has been cured of that idea. I am happy to report that
I have regained my proper place as lord of my bedroom and
that Ziggy has assumed his place as a guest in my room. I am
not as tender hearted as Sir Ziggy, the Tender Hearted Cat.
Monday, November 02, 2009
Saying My Goodbyes Once Again
Yesterday, Sunday, was my last day as assistant minister of
Cupar Old Parish Church, in Cupar, Scotland. I have now com-
pleted a twelve month familiarization placement at the church.
During the past year I've attended probationary conferences.
studied Church Law, surveyed Scottish Church History, and
attended day-long conferences on a variety of topics. I have
just received my Certificate of Eligibility and am now consid-
ered a Church of Scotland minister. I am waiting to be called to
a specific charge someplace in Scotland. I have sensed God's
leading the past six years I've been here in Scotland, and ex-
pect God's continued leading in the years ahead.
Last November it felt great to get back into congregational pas-
toral ministry after being away for over five years. I enjoyed
getting back into preaching, leading worship, doing communion
services, conducting funerals, and making pastoral visits in
homes or hospitals. But most of all, I enjoyed entering into the
lives of the people of the church and they into mine. I grew very
fond of many, and I sensed the fondness of many for me. It has
been a wonderful year for me in Cupar and at the church. I grew
more in love of God, more aware of myself, and more involved
in the lives of people of the congregation.
And so when I closed my final prayers of the service on Sunday
I almost lost it. It really hit me hard that I was leaving people
who had become very dear to me. It wasn't any easier when the
congregation honored me at the end of the service and at a re-
ception after the service. My time here in Cupar has been a
very special year for me, and I am so grateful to God for the
time He gave me here.
But as I see one door closing behind me I see another one open-
ing before me. I leave with the blessing of the people I've been
with for this past year, and I realize that a new adventure is open-
ing up in front of me. I don't know where God is leading me, but
I do know that He is leading me into a new situation. I am start-
ing to realize that all of this is quite exciting. If you feel so in-
clined, I ask for your prayers as I receive my new orders.
Blessings to you and yours,
Cupar Old Parish Church, in Cupar, Scotland. I have now com-
pleted a twelve month familiarization placement at the church.
During the past year I've attended probationary conferences.
studied Church Law, surveyed Scottish Church History, and
attended day-long conferences on a variety of topics. I have
just received my Certificate of Eligibility and am now consid-
ered a Church of Scotland minister. I am waiting to be called to
a specific charge someplace in Scotland. I have sensed God's
leading the past six years I've been here in Scotland, and ex-
pect God's continued leading in the years ahead.
Last November it felt great to get back into congregational pas-
toral ministry after being away for over five years. I enjoyed
getting back into preaching, leading worship, doing communion
services, conducting funerals, and making pastoral visits in
homes or hospitals. But most of all, I enjoyed entering into the
lives of the people of the church and they into mine. I grew very
fond of many, and I sensed the fondness of many for me. It has
been a wonderful year for me in Cupar and at the church. I grew
more in love of God, more aware of myself, and more involved
in the lives of people of the congregation.
And so when I closed my final prayers of the service on Sunday
I almost lost it. It really hit me hard that I was leaving people
who had become very dear to me. It wasn't any easier when the
congregation honored me at the end of the service and at a re-
ception after the service. My time here in Cupar has been a
very special year for me, and I am so grateful to God for the
time He gave me here.
But as I see one door closing behind me I see another one open-
ing before me. I leave with the blessing of the people I've been
with for this past year, and I realize that a new adventure is open-
ing up in front of me. I don't know where God is leading me, but
I do know that He is leading me into a new situation. I am start-
ing to realize that all of this is quite exciting. If you feel so in-
clined, I ask for your prayers as I receive my new orders.
Blessings to you and yours,
Sunday, November 01, 2009
It's Been a 'Dreich' Sort of Day
Dreich is an Old Scots word that sounds as bad as the weather
it describes. The word is used by Scottish people to describe the
weather. A day is dreich if its weather is characterized by at
least four of the following adjectives: overcast, drizzily, dull, cold,
misty, and miserable. So a day that is a dreich day must have at
least four of those as descriptive of the day's weather. When a
Scottish person says dreich to describe the weather, I know that
it is horrible weather.
Well, today was 100% dreich! It was overcast, drizzily, dull, cold,
misty, and miserable, and all of that again. It was a super uchy
type of day. It started early in the morning and is still going
strong late into the night. My skin is starting to rust and my
feet are developing webbing between the toes. I keep singing
'Rain Drops keep falling on my head." But no longer is it sung
to keep Californians out of Washington State, but to keep the
English from moving up into Scotland.
But the day keeps being pure dreich.
Blessings to you and yours,
it describes. The word is used by Scottish people to describe the
weather. A day is dreich if its weather is characterized by at
least four of the following adjectives: overcast, drizzily, dull, cold,
misty, and miserable. So a day that is a dreich day must have at
least four of those as descriptive of the day's weather. When a
Scottish person says dreich to describe the weather, I know that
it is horrible weather.
Well, today was 100% dreich! It was overcast, drizzily, dull, cold,
misty, and miserable, and all of that again. It was a super uchy
type of day. It started early in the morning and is still going
strong late into the night. My skin is starting to rust and my
feet are developing webbing between the toes. I keep singing
'Rain Drops keep falling on my head." But no longer is it sung
to keep Californians out of Washington State, but to keep the
English from moving up into Scotland.
But the day keeps being pure dreich.
Blessings to you and yours,
Friday, October 30, 2009
It's Good to Be Back
Boy, is it good to be back to blogging! The past eighteen months
have been quite challenging for me, but richly rewarding. I
have been stretched to the limit, yet I have repeatedly experi-
enced God's steadfast love and faithfulness. Now I feel that I
have a little time to catch my breath before I go on to the next
chapter of my life.
I regret that I have not kept friends and family informed of
what has been happening in my life since my last blog way
back in May. I am doing very well. I conducted funerals on
Wednesday and Thursday, received my Certificate of Eligi-
bility from the Church of Scotland last night (something I
have been working on for the last 12 months), and submit-
ted my last essay, a Church History essay, this morning.
My autumn has been quite busy with all types of things
that had to be done.
But the main thing I want you to know is that I am doing very
well, and I look forward to the next season of my life. I will be
blogging more now that things have settled down, and I plan
to fill you in on what has been happening in my life since May.
Rich blessings to you and yours,
have been quite challenging for me, but richly rewarding. I
have been stretched to the limit, yet I have repeatedly experi-
enced God's steadfast love and faithfulness. Now I feel that I
have a little time to catch my breath before I go on to the next
chapter of my life.
I regret that I have not kept friends and family informed of
what has been happening in my life since my last blog way
back in May. I am doing very well. I conducted funerals on
Wednesday and Thursday, received my Certificate of Eligi-
bility from the Church of Scotland last night (something I
have been working on for the last 12 months), and submit-
ted my last essay, a Church History essay, this morning.
My autumn has been quite busy with all types of things
that had to be done.
But the main thing I want you to know is that I am doing very
well, and I look forward to the next season of my life. I will be
blogging more now that things have settled down, and I plan
to fill you in on what has been happening in my life since May.
Rich blessings to you and yours,
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Blog Dial Down
My time will get very tight in the coming month of June when I will
be finishing and then resubmitting my thesis by July 2. I will also be
tending to Cupar Old Parish Church, a fairly large church for Scot-
land, when my colleague goes on a personal retreat and then an ex-
tended holiday in June and July. I expect I will be especially pressed
for time in June. Therefore I am putting the blog on hold until I get
through June and into July. I appreciate you remembering me in your
prayers.
Blessings to you and yours. Over and out.
be finishing and then resubmitting my thesis by July 2. I will also be
tending to Cupar Old Parish Church, a fairly large church for Scot-
land, when my colleague goes on a personal retreat and then an ex-
tended holiday in June and July. I expect I will be especially pressed
for time in June. Therefore I am putting the blog on hold until I get
through June and into July. I appreciate you remembering me in your
prayers.
Blessings to you and yours. Over and out.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Gaining Momentum
Just recently my ministry colleague/supervisor at Cupar Old Parish
Church and I met with a representative from the Presbytery of St.
Andrews, and the same from the national office of the Church of Scot-
land. We met for the six-month evaluation of my one year placement
at Cupar Old Parish Church. I was quite pleased with the results of
the meeting and felt affirmed in my ministry.
My ministry colleague, Rev. Dr. Ken Jeffrey, asked about when I could
start looking for a permanent placement with a congregation. He expres-
sed his belief that I am ready to move on as soon after my end date of
October 31, as possible. The representative from the Church of Scotland
said that I could not accept a call to minister in a congregation until after
my final evaluation at the end of my probationary time. But he said he
would arrange to have mine early in September. That's the earliest time
he could convene an evaluation panel. Wow! I still can't believe I'm doing
this. This is exciting!
Ken will be away June and July for spiritual retreat and holiday. He
feels confident enough in me to put me in charge for that time. I hope it
will not be too busy. I will be doing a sermon series on the book of Ephe-
sians. I continue to carry on with my thesis. It is due by July 2, but I
may be submitting it by mid June. With so much to do over the past
six months I have certainly been developing my time management
skills. I am serious about the wise use of my time. It has been good for
me to develop in this area. Meanwhile there is no word on the process
of my visa from my immigration attorney. Anyway, I don't have any
time to seriously work on my visa until my thesis is submitted.
All the best to you and yours,
Church and I met with a representative from the Presbytery of St.
Andrews, and the same from the national office of the Church of Scot-
land. We met for the six-month evaluation of my one year placement
at Cupar Old Parish Church. I was quite pleased with the results of
the meeting and felt affirmed in my ministry.
My ministry colleague, Rev. Dr. Ken Jeffrey, asked about when I could
start looking for a permanent placement with a congregation. He expres-
sed his belief that I am ready to move on as soon after my end date of
October 31, as possible. The representative from the Church of Scotland
said that I could not accept a call to minister in a congregation until after
my final evaluation at the end of my probationary time. But he said he
would arrange to have mine early in September. That's the earliest time
he could convene an evaluation panel. Wow! I still can't believe I'm doing
this. This is exciting!
Ken will be away June and July for spiritual retreat and holiday. He
feels confident enough in me to put me in charge for that time. I hope it
will not be too busy. I will be doing a sermon series on the book of Ephe-
sians. I continue to carry on with my thesis. It is due by July 2, but I
may be submitting it by mid June. With so much to do over the past
six months I have certainly been developing my time management
skills. I am serious about the wise use of my time. It has been good for
me to develop in this area. Meanwhile there is no word on the process
of my visa from my immigration attorney. Anyway, I don't have any
time to seriously work on my visa until my thesis is submitted.
All the best to you and yours,
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Force Multipliers for Christ's Kingdom
Last Sunday night I was excited. On the first and third Sundays of
the month there is an informal evening service at the parish hall of
the church where I serve as assistant minister. I often lead the even-
ing service, but because I had preached at the morning service, one
of the retired ministers led us in a communion service.
Last Sunday night after the service, three of us joined together as a
prayer group. There are normally six or seven of us, but several reg-
ulars were away for the weekend. For several years the group has
met after the evening service to pray for a long list of people and con-
cerns. It has been a privilege to meet with them ever since I first met
with them last November.
Before we prayed I asked the other two about the healing prayer con-
ference they had attended the day before. They shared with me their
desire to set up a healing prayer team composed of at least twelve peo-
ple from the five churches here in Cupar. They were eager to pray for
people and witness Jesus heal and transform the lives of sick and hurt-
ing people.
We had not been praying too long when a 30-something man walked
in the room and asked for our help. We invited him into our circle and
then chatted with him for a good long while. Some of his stories were
rather far out and wild, and I wondered if he might have released him-
self from the psychiatric hospital just outside of town.
It surprised me that he did not ask for money, but offered to give a lot
of money to the church. (Later he confessed that he did not have any
money at all). We listened to him and tried to answer a variety of ques-
tions that he posed. We offered to pray for him, but he backed away
from that.
I continued to talk with him alone outside the building. It was a good
chat, mainly about Jesus and about our need for him. I prayed a short
blessing for him, and soon he was off into the stillness of the night. My
heart really went out to him.
But what excited me was the eagerness of my two woman prayer com-
panions to reach out to this stranger and to minister to him in Jesus'
name and in the power of the Holy Spirit. They truly are prayer war-
riors. They were not discouraged by this encounter, but they talked
about wanting to do this type of ministry on a regular basis.
There is a tendency here in the Church of Scotland for her members to
expect the salaried ministers such as myself to do all the ministry-type
things. In contrast to this is the desire of these two women to do minis-
try themselves, and that really excites me! They desire to be force mul-
tipliers for Christ's Kingdom and not leave it up to the ministers such as
myself. My heart was thrilled to see them in action. I am starting to re-
cognize more members of the Scottish churches who also sense a calling
from God to become involved in ministry. They truly are force multi-
pliers for Christ's Kingdom!
All the best, and blessings to you and yours,
the month there is an informal evening service at the parish hall of
the church where I serve as assistant minister. I often lead the even-
ing service, but because I had preached at the morning service, one
of the retired ministers led us in a communion service.
Last Sunday night after the service, three of us joined together as a
prayer group. There are normally six or seven of us, but several reg-
ulars were away for the weekend. For several years the group has
met after the evening service to pray for a long list of people and con-
cerns. It has been a privilege to meet with them ever since I first met
with them last November.
Before we prayed I asked the other two about the healing prayer con-
ference they had attended the day before. They shared with me their
desire to set up a healing prayer team composed of at least twelve peo-
ple from the five churches here in Cupar. They were eager to pray for
people and witness Jesus heal and transform the lives of sick and hurt-
ing people.
We had not been praying too long when a 30-something man walked
in the room and asked for our help. We invited him into our circle and
then chatted with him for a good long while. Some of his stories were
rather far out and wild, and I wondered if he might have released him-
self from the psychiatric hospital just outside of town.
It surprised me that he did not ask for money, but offered to give a lot
of money to the church. (Later he confessed that he did not have any
money at all). We listened to him and tried to answer a variety of ques-
tions that he posed. We offered to pray for him, but he backed away
from that.
I continued to talk with him alone outside the building. It was a good
chat, mainly about Jesus and about our need for him. I prayed a short
blessing for him, and soon he was off into the stillness of the night. My
heart really went out to him.
But what excited me was the eagerness of my two woman prayer com-
panions to reach out to this stranger and to minister to him in Jesus'
name and in the power of the Holy Spirit. They truly are prayer war-
riors. They were not discouraged by this encounter, but they talked
about wanting to do this type of ministry on a regular basis.
There is a tendency here in the Church of Scotland for her members to
expect the salaried ministers such as myself to do all the ministry-type
things. In contrast to this is the desire of these two women to do minis-
try themselves, and that really excites me! They desire to be force mul-
tipliers for Christ's Kingdom and not leave it up to the ministers such as
myself. My heart was thrilled to see them in action. I am starting to re-
cognize more members of the Scottish churches who also sense a calling
from God to become involved in ministry. They truly are force multi-
pliers for Christ's Kingdom!
All the best, and blessings to you and yours,
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
What's Up?
The hours of daylight have been changing since the
change of time a couple of weeks ago. In January it was
dark until late morning, and dark again around 4:30.
Even though I wake up early there is plenty of daylight
now. The days are slowly growing longer. We have had
some glorious days of sunlight over the past several
weeks. But this is Scotland, and the weather can change
very quickly and quite often.
I thought I would share with you what I have been doing
during the last two weeks of April. I have been busy, but
I continue enjoying what I'm doing at this time. Basically
I focus on church work that takes up between 45 and 50
hours a week. As a probationer minister I was told to try
to do no more than 40 hours of church work a week. Yeah,
right.
I continue to enjoy the one year I was granted to work on
my thesis. I think I am starting to comprehend the trauma
that the 2006 cardiac surgery had on my system, especially
my mental functions. Sometimes I wonder if I haven't recov-
ered my mental agility to the level I was at before the sur-
gery. Regardless, I enjoy the process of working on my the-
sis and look forward to being finished with it soon.
Since I preach every two weeks, I use the week before I
preach to prepare the sermon. It use to take me about
12 hours to prepare a sermon; now it takes me about six.
I'm slowly getting back up to speed after being away from
pastoral ministry for over five years. I'm looking forward
to preaching through the book of Ephesians in June and
July when my colleague, Rev. Dr. Ken Jeffrey, is away on
a well-deserved two months sabbatical. He is confident
that I'll be able to keep the church on track while he's
away.
I try to do six to eight pastoral visits a week to elderly peo-
ple who are no longer able to attend church. Some of the
conversations have been quite precious. A large number
of them are in their 80s, and a few are in their 90s. Some
conversations are half an hour in length, and some can be
nearly two hours. It is a privilege to visit with them. I have
made over 60 visits with around 50 more to visit.
I have done several nursing home services. Yesterday I
used my iPod and portable speakers to play several
hymns I had downloaded from the iTunes store. Some of
the people joined in singing, others just listened to the
hymns. They really enjoyed that. I am also being called
on more frequently to conduct funerals. I had one last
Saturday and am preparing for one next Monday. I am
finding funerals to be a good time to minister to and
serve others. I actually enjoy doing funerals.
I must make time to do things essential for living, like
grocery shopping, cooking, sleeping, and having some
down time. I have found it hard to take a full day off, so
I have been taking parts of days off twice a week. It has
worked out quite well for me.
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
change of time a couple of weeks ago. In January it was
dark until late morning, and dark again around 4:30.
Even though I wake up early there is plenty of daylight
now. The days are slowly growing longer. We have had
some glorious days of sunlight over the past several
weeks. But this is Scotland, and the weather can change
very quickly and quite often.
I thought I would share with you what I have been doing
during the last two weeks of April. I have been busy, but
I continue enjoying what I'm doing at this time. Basically
I focus on church work that takes up between 45 and 50
hours a week. As a probationer minister I was told to try
to do no more than 40 hours of church work a week. Yeah,
right.
I continue to enjoy the one year I was granted to work on
my thesis. I think I am starting to comprehend the trauma
that the 2006 cardiac surgery had on my system, especially
my mental functions. Sometimes I wonder if I haven't recov-
ered my mental agility to the level I was at before the sur-
gery. Regardless, I enjoy the process of working on my the-
sis and look forward to being finished with it soon.
Since I preach every two weeks, I use the week before I
preach to prepare the sermon. It use to take me about
12 hours to prepare a sermon; now it takes me about six.
I'm slowly getting back up to speed after being away from
pastoral ministry for over five years. I'm looking forward
to preaching through the book of Ephesians in June and
July when my colleague, Rev. Dr. Ken Jeffrey, is away on
a well-deserved two months sabbatical. He is confident
that I'll be able to keep the church on track while he's
away.
I try to do six to eight pastoral visits a week to elderly peo-
ple who are no longer able to attend church. Some of the
conversations have been quite precious. A large number
of them are in their 80s, and a few are in their 90s. Some
conversations are half an hour in length, and some can be
nearly two hours. It is a privilege to visit with them. I have
made over 60 visits with around 50 more to visit.
I have done several nursing home services. Yesterday I
used my iPod and portable speakers to play several
hymns I had downloaded from the iTunes store. Some of
the people joined in singing, others just listened to the
hymns. They really enjoyed that. I am also being called
on more frequently to conduct funerals. I had one last
Saturday and am preparing for one next Monday. I am
finding funerals to be a good time to minister to and
serve others. I actually enjoy doing funerals.
I must make time to do things essential for living, like
grocery shopping, cooking, sleeping, and having some
down time. I have found it hard to take a full day off, so
I have been taking parts of days off twice a week. It has
worked out quite well for me.
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
Monday, April 13, 2009
Christ Is Risen! He Has Risen Indeed!
I had a wonderful and glorious week that began on Palm
Sunday and reached a crescendo on the Sunday past as
Cupar Old Parish Church celebrated Jesus Christ's death
on the Cross and His Resurrection from the dead. It was
a very special week for me.
The special week began on Palm Sunday with a young boy
representing Jesus riding on a donkey from the church
hall to the church down the street. A large group of chil-
dren and their parents followed Jesus and the donkey
shouting hosannahs as we processed to the church. The
congregation followed closely behind singing Palm Sunday
songs and hymns. We all had quite a delightful time prais-
ing the Lord in the morning service.
In recent years the ministers of the five churches in town
have sponsored evening Holy Week services. This year
they were held at the Scottish Episcopal Church congrega-
tion in town. Each of the speakers was assigned a passage
from the Gospel of John to speak on. We were also told to
keep the service short. Sheila, the minister of the other
Church of Scotland congregation in town, led us on Mon-
day. Fr. Pat of the Roman Catholic church spoke on Tues-
day. On Wednesday I spoke from John 13:21-32 about the
Cross being the glory of both Jesus and the Father.
But the highlight of the week was Thursday and Friday.
On Thursday Anne, the minister of the host church, led
us in a Maunday Thursday service of foot washing and
communion. It concluded with the stripping of the altar
as the congregation read Psalm 22. On Good Friday Bill,
the minister of the Baptist church in town, gave a very
powerful message about Jesus' death on the Cross. A mem-
ber of his church took the part of a Roman centurion who
had a role in the crucifixion of Jesus. It was a very moving
service.
Earlier Friday afternoon, there had been a Good Friday pil-
grimage. A large crowd of us walked from church to church.
At each of the five churches we heard Scripture readings
about Jesus' walk to Golgotha and sang spiritual songs to
Jesus. It, too, was a very special time for me as I pondered
what Jesus had done for us.
Easter Sunday was a glorious day! I took part in a 8AM
Easter service at the top of the Hill of Tarvit that over-
looks our town of Cupar. There was a brilliant sun, but
it was still a wee bit chilly and windy. I was able to look
over the valley in which our town of Cupar is cradled. Ken,
the minister I work with at Cupar Old, gave a Resurrec-
tion Day message. There were people from all the churches
in Cupar. It was really a great way to enter into the spirit
of Resurrection Sunday. But the highpoint of this special
day was the worship at the packed out sanctuary at Cupar
Old.
After the church service I had a nice Easter meal with some
friends from church, and then went home and had a great
Sunday nap. Nothing could be better!
Christ is risen! He has risen indeed!
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
Sunday and reached a crescendo on the Sunday past as
Cupar Old Parish Church celebrated Jesus Christ's death
on the Cross and His Resurrection from the dead. It was
a very special week for me.
The special week began on Palm Sunday with a young boy
representing Jesus riding on a donkey from the church
hall to the church down the street. A large group of chil-
dren and their parents followed Jesus and the donkey
shouting hosannahs as we processed to the church. The
congregation followed closely behind singing Palm Sunday
songs and hymns. We all had quite a delightful time prais-
ing the Lord in the morning service.
In recent years the ministers of the five churches in town
have sponsored evening Holy Week services. This year
they were held at the Scottish Episcopal Church congrega-
tion in town. Each of the speakers was assigned a passage
from the Gospel of John to speak on. We were also told to
keep the service short. Sheila, the minister of the other
Church of Scotland congregation in town, led us on Mon-
day. Fr. Pat of the Roman Catholic church spoke on Tues-
day. On Wednesday I spoke from John 13:21-32 about the
Cross being the glory of both Jesus and the Father.
But the highlight of the week was Thursday and Friday.
On Thursday Anne, the minister of the host church, led
us in a Maunday Thursday service of foot washing and
communion. It concluded with the stripping of the altar
as the congregation read Psalm 22. On Good Friday Bill,
the minister of the Baptist church in town, gave a very
powerful message about Jesus' death on the Cross. A mem-
ber of his church took the part of a Roman centurion who
had a role in the crucifixion of Jesus. It was a very moving
service.
Earlier Friday afternoon, there had been a Good Friday pil-
grimage. A large crowd of us walked from church to church.
At each of the five churches we heard Scripture readings
about Jesus' walk to Golgotha and sang spiritual songs to
Jesus. It, too, was a very special time for me as I pondered
what Jesus had done for us.
Easter Sunday was a glorious day! I took part in a 8AM
Easter service at the top of the Hill of Tarvit that over-
looks our town of Cupar. There was a brilliant sun, but
it was still a wee bit chilly and windy. I was able to look
over the valley in which our town of Cupar is cradled. Ken,
the minister I work with at Cupar Old, gave a Resurrec-
tion Day message. There were people from all the churches
in Cupar. It was really a great way to enter into the spirit
of Resurrection Sunday. But the highpoint of this special
day was the worship at the packed out sanctuary at Cupar
Old.
After the church service I had a nice Easter meal with some
friends from church, and then went home and had a great
Sunday nap. Nothing could be better!
Christ is risen! He has risen indeed!
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Visa Update
There is still no news from my immigration attorney and I
have not filed any papers with the Immigration Bureau. I
have sent four letters of reference to my attorney and she
is working on my next step. All I can do now is stay tuned
and continue doing my ministry placement and working on
my thesis submission. The worst case scenario is that I
would return to the USA for a month or so and enter Scot-
land with another visa. I would love to return to the States
for a visit, but don't I don't want to disrupt the ministry I
am doing here in Scotland. We'll see. As usual, I covet your
prayers.
Blessings, and all the best,
have not filed any papers with the Immigration Bureau. I
have sent four letters of reference to my attorney and she
is working on my next step. All I can do now is stay tuned
and continue doing my ministry placement and working on
my thesis submission. The worst case scenario is that I
would return to the USA for a month or so and enter Scot-
land with another visa. I would love to return to the States
for a visit, but don't I don't want to disrupt the ministry I
am doing here in Scotland. We'll see. As usual, I covet your
prayers.
Blessings, and all the best,
Monday, March 23, 2009
Community, Marriage, and Kids: Signs of Life
One thing that I will always cherish about my time at the Universi-
ty of St. Andrews is my experience of community among the Divin-
ity postgraduate students and their families.Before I arrived in St.
Andrews, I expected that I would be alone, isolated, and complete-
ly absorbed in my research.
But it has not been like that at all. Not only have I been enriched
by the women and men who were my fellow doctoral students,but
I have been blessed by their husbands or wives, and children. I
do not think that I would have recovered so well from my heart
surgery two and a half years ago if I had not had the support of
this community. I am so grateful to the Lord for bringing them in-
to my life the past five years. They (as well as others from through-
out my life) have enriched me in so many ways.
ity postgraduate students and their families.Before I arrived in St.
Andrews, I expected that I would be alone, isolated, and complete-
ly absorbed in my research.
But it has not been like that at all. Not only have I been enriched
by the women and men who were my fellow doctoral students,but
I have been blessed by their husbands or wives, and children. I
do not think that I would have recovered so well from my heart
surgery two and a half years ago if I had not had the support of
this community. I am so grateful to the Lord for bringing them in-
to my life the past five years. They (as well as others from through-
out my life) have enriched me in so many ways.
In this small community of expat postgraduate students and their
families I have also witnessed husbands and wives who take theirmarital vows seriously and who make living out those vows a pri-
ority in their lives together. This is done in the face of great aca-
demic pressure. In spite of the vast majority of my colleagues be-
ing married, I have been affirmed in my singleness. I only hope
that my singleness encourages other singles and affirms the rela-
tionships of those who are married.
It thrills my heart to see couples taking marriage seriously, espe-
cially n the Western world where marriage is rarely respected or
affirmed. In the face of this tragic degradation of marriage stands
the uplifting of the beauty of marriage. It reflects the way that
God created women and men for one another.
But what strikes me most is the explosive number of births of chil-
dren among University postgrad families, especially those from the
US and Canada. I have seen so many couples come here without
children and leave with at least the firstborn and one completed
doctoral thesis. Others return to the US with one or two more chil-
dren than when they first came to St. Andrews.
Earlier in the month a group of St. Mary's Postgraduate families
and friends gathered together to say farewell to a family return-
ing to Arizona. I was amazed at the presence of two newborns, one
infant less than a year old, and a large group of children bouncing
off the walls and running and screaming outside on the lawn.
Also attending the farewell gathering was a friend, a PhD student
in Old Testament studies, who was there with her husband. She
looked as if she would give birth to her firstborn well before deliv-
ering her doctoral thesis to the university. I was reminded of how
much life there is in this community at the university. I have missed
seeing that ever since I left St. Andrews nearly a year ago. It stands
in sharp contrast to the larger society that does not tend to value
children and family.
I firmly believe that life in community, the quality of marriages, and
the abundance of children are signs of new life that only Jesus Christ
can give. In a truly dark world, only Jesus brings life and light.
Blessings and all the best to you and yours,
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Regaining My Confidence Upfront
When I came to Cupar Old Parish Church in November of
last year, it had been over five years since I had preached
or led a worship service. I was pretty rusty the first couple
of months, especially when I preached. But my confidence
has been coming back, especially with leading portions of
the service. I'm making good headway with my preaching,
but still have a lot to work on.
I spend considerable time preparing for either the opening
prayers of adoration and confession in the first part of the
service or the prayers of thanksgiving and intercession in
the second part of the service. It includes choosing several
hymns or praise and worship songs. People seem to like
my style.
I often do the childrens' address in the first half of the serv-
ice and spend a good amount of time preparing for them. I
have done hundreds of childrens' addresses since the mid-
1970s, but they are always a challenge. I enjoy using my
imagination to craft an address that kids will listen to. I al-
ways feel good when there are children who repeat back to
me the main message. I am amazed at how many adults talk
about the childrens' addresses. I wish they would talk about
the sermons that way. Maybe there is something to be learned
here about the way we preach.
Last Sunday I shared with the kids that there is a God, that
God is good, and that God loves them. After the service an
excited mum ran up to me and shared that her eight-year-old o
son had told her in the car coming to church that he did not
believe there was a God and that there is nothing after death.
I was astonished that a boy his age would be thinking that
deeply. She was almost giddy that the childrens' address
seemed to have spoken directly to him. She said he was really
quiet when he came back to where he had been sitting. The
mother was so excited.
I'm preaching every two weeks at either the morning service
or bi-weekly evening service. I sense there is still a lot of work
to be done with my preaching. But I have been receiving good
feedback from people that has encouraged me. I have been en-
joying using my imagination as I prepare to preach. I was heart-
ened last Sunday when I greeted a church regular. She asked
if I was preaching that morning. When I told her I was not, she
responded that it was a pity that I was not. That made my day.
All the best to you and yours,
last year, it had been over five years since I had preached
or led a worship service. I was pretty rusty the first couple
of months, especially when I preached. But my confidence
has been coming back, especially with leading portions of
the service. I'm making good headway with my preaching,
but still have a lot to work on.
I spend considerable time preparing for either the opening
prayers of adoration and confession in the first part of the
service or the prayers of thanksgiving and intercession in
the second part of the service. It includes choosing several
hymns or praise and worship songs. People seem to like
my style.
I often do the childrens' address in the first half of the serv-
ice and spend a good amount of time preparing for them. I
have done hundreds of childrens' addresses since the mid-
1970s, but they are always a challenge. I enjoy using my
imagination to craft an address that kids will listen to. I al-
ways feel good when there are children who repeat back to
me the main message. I am amazed at how many adults talk
about the childrens' addresses. I wish they would talk about
the sermons that way. Maybe there is something to be learned
here about the way we preach.
Last Sunday I shared with the kids that there is a God, that
God is good, and that God loves them. After the service an
excited mum ran up to me and shared that her eight-year-old o
son had told her in the car coming to church that he did not
believe there was a God and that there is nothing after death.
I was astonished that a boy his age would be thinking that
deeply. She was almost giddy that the childrens' address
seemed to have spoken directly to him. She said he was really
quiet when he came back to where he had been sitting. The
mother was so excited.
I'm preaching every two weeks at either the morning service
or bi-weekly evening service. I sense there is still a lot of work
to be done with my preaching. But I have been receiving good
feedback from people that has encouraged me. I have been en-
joying using my imagination as I prepare to preach. I was heart-
ened last Sunday when I greeted a church regular. She asked
if I was preaching that morning. When I told her I was not, she
responded that it was a pity that I was not. That made my day.
All the best to you and yours,
Friday, March 13, 2009
Sitting, Sipping a Dram, and Listening
One of the joys of my twelve month familiarization placement at
Cupar Old Parish Church in Cupar, Scotland, is visiting people in
their homes. The minister of Cupar Old has given me the names
and addresses of 117 people to visit during the course of my time
here. So far I've done over forty visits. They are usually widows
or widowers, and in their 70s or 80s. I have visited a few in their
90s. The vast majority are women, with only a handful of men.
Generally they are members of the church, but attend only on
the four communion Sundays per year.
I was advised to do my visits cold turkey; in other words, I don't
phone ahead. I just knock on the door. But in many cases, the chal-
lenge has been to even find the door. Rather than numbered street
addresses, many of the older residences only have place names such
as 'Moatview', 'Hillside', 'Rosewood Cottage', and 'Farlie Cottage'. It
has often taken me a bit of time to find them only to find that the per-
son was not in. But at least I knew then where that person lived.
I always wear a clerical collar when I make my visits. When a per-
son comes to the door I introduce myself as 'Reverend Jeff Tipp-
ner from Cupar Old', and then give them my card. Two women
didn't want a visit and one woman seemed to freak out on seeing
me. In those cases I just move on to another visit. But most of the
time I am invited in and given hospitality. People often offer me
tea or coffee. I usually ask for a tea, and especially enjoy it when
they offer a plate of 'biscuits' (cookies). The other day a kindly 90-
year old gentleman offered me a 'dram' of whiskey. Even though I
don't fancy whiskey, the way he asked me gave me the impression
that it would have been unacceptable to refuse. I guess I passed the
test because we got along quite well. He told me he made the drink
half whiskey and half water. I sipped it and rather enjoyed it. It was
a first for me. I'm sorry whiskey fans.
I guess there is a buzz around town that Cupar Old has its very
own American minister! So I play it for all it's worth. At the be-
ginning of a visit they are often very interested in me. So I tell
them a lot about myself. But most of the time they soon feel
comfortable enough to share about themselves. So I sit and lis-
ten; sometimes for twenty minutes or so, and sometimes for an
hour or more. It is a privilege to hear them share.
One gentleman shared with me about surprizing his mum in Aber-
deen in early May, 1945, the last week of World War II in Europe.
He had been captured by the Germans just before he could be evac-
uated from Dunkirk in 1940. He spent the duration of the war as a
Prisoner of War in Germany. The people I've visited have told me
wonderful stories from their lives, showed me pictures of grand- and
great grandchildren, shared their pain of sons and daughters cutting
off all communication with them, and told about life in Cupar in days
long pass. I sit and listen, and let them determine how long I stay. It
is always a privilege to be with them.
I sense that some of them are well supported by family and
friends. For others I make a note to drop by again in a month or
two to check in with them. It has been a wonderful experience for
me.
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
Cupar Old Parish Church in Cupar, Scotland, is visiting people in
their homes. The minister of Cupar Old has given me the names
and addresses of 117 people to visit during the course of my time
here. So far I've done over forty visits. They are usually widows
or widowers, and in their 70s or 80s. I have visited a few in their
90s. The vast majority are women, with only a handful of men.
Generally they are members of the church, but attend only on
the four communion Sundays per year.
I was advised to do my visits cold turkey; in other words, I don't
phone ahead. I just knock on the door. But in many cases, the chal-
lenge has been to even find the door. Rather than numbered street
addresses, many of the older residences only have place names such
as 'Moatview', 'Hillside', 'Rosewood Cottage', and 'Farlie Cottage'. It
has often taken me a bit of time to find them only to find that the per-
son was not in. But at least I knew then where that person lived.
I always wear a clerical collar when I make my visits. When a per-
son comes to the door I introduce myself as 'Reverend Jeff Tipp-
ner from Cupar Old', and then give them my card. Two women
didn't want a visit and one woman seemed to freak out on seeing
me. In those cases I just move on to another visit. But most of the
time I am invited in and given hospitality. People often offer me
tea or coffee. I usually ask for a tea, and especially enjoy it when
they offer a plate of 'biscuits' (cookies). The other day a kindly 90-
year old gentleman offered me a 'dram' of whiskey. Even though I
don't fancy whiskey, the way he asked me gave me the impression
that it would have been unacceptable to refuse. I guess I passed the
test because we got along quite well. He told me he made the drink
half whiskey and half water. I sipped it and rather enjoyed it. It was
a first for me. I'm sorry whiskey fans.
I guess there is a buzz around town that Cupar Old has its very
own American minister! So I play it for all it's worth. At the be-
ginning of a visit they are often very interested in me. So I tell
them a lot about myself. But most of the time they soon feel
comfortable enough to share about themselves. So I sit and lis-
ten; sometimes for twenty minutes or so, and sometimes for an
hour or more. It is a privilege to hear them share.
One gentleman shared with me about surprizing his mum in Aber-
deen in early May, 1945, the last week of World War II in Europe.
He had been captured by the Germans just before he could be evac-
uated from Dunkirk in 1940. He spent the duration of the war as a
Prisoner of War in Germany. The people I've visited have told me
wonderful stories from their lives, showed me pictures of grand- and
great grandchildren, shared their pain of sons and daughters cutting
off all communication with them, and told about life in Cupar in days
long pass. I sit and listen, and let them determine how long I stay. It
is always a privilege to be with them.
I sense that some of them are well supported by family and
friends. For others I make a note to drop by again in a month or
two to check in with them. It has been a wonderful experience for
me.
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
Friday, March 06, 2009
Living in Scotland and the Issue of Tea
The meaning of 'tea' is often very confusing to me and many other
North Americans living over here in Great Britain, especially for
those of us who relate to mixed groups of Scots and the English. I
will write more about the Brits in a later blog. But now I want to
focus on the issue of tea.
In St. Andrews, especially at the University, there are two main
groups: the English and the Scottish people. Both are considered
British. (North Americans form one of the largest groups as well).
A big problem for me is what each group means by 'tea.' To North
Americans, 'tea' is a hot drink along with coffee and hot chocolate.
(I prefer hot chocolate, but if not offered, chose tea over coffee).
So when I was volunteering at a Christian retreat center in Eng-
gland last summer, tea was offered after dinner.
My problem came in November when I moved to Cupar, a very
Scottish town. I was often asked if I had my tea yet. Even cats
have 'tea' set out for them in the early evening. After many funer-
als there is usually a 'funeral tea." In most Scottish contexts, it re-
fers to a substantial meal in the late afternoon or early evening. I
rather enjoy being invited over for tea.
The problem is for a North American such as myself to determine
whether I am being invited to a tea in the English sense of the
word or in the Scottish sense. Earlier on when I was newer in Scot-
land I misinterpreted the invitation for tea. There were times when
I did not eat before hand, went to a tea expecting to eat well, and
had to eat a lot of biscuits with my tea to quell a growling stomach.
There were other times when I ate before the tea, and found a mag-
ficent spread of food upon my arrival. Such is life.
Blessings and all the best to you and yours,
North Americans living over here in Great Britain, especially for
those of us who relate to mixed groups of Scots and the English. I
will write more about the Brits in a later blog. But now I want to
focus on the issue of tea.
In St. Andrews, especially at the University, there are two main
groups: the English and the Scottish people. Both are considered
British. (North Americans form one of the largest groups as well).
A big problem for me is what each group means by 'tea.' To North
Americans, 'tea' is a hot drink along with coffee and hot chocolate.
(I prefer hot chocolate, but if not offered, chose tea over coffee).
So when I was volunteering at a Christian retreat center in Eng-
gland last summer, tea was offered after dinner.
My problem came in November when I moved to Cupar, a very
Scottish town. I was often asked if I had my tea yet. Even cats
have 'tea' set out for them in the early evening. After many funer-
als there is usually a 'funeral tea." In most Scottish contexts, it re-
fers to a substantial meal in the late afternoon or early evening. I
rather enjoy being invited over for tea.
The problem is for a North American such as myself to determine
whether I am being invited to a tea in the English sense of the
word or in the Scottish sense. Earlier on when I was newer in Scot-
land I misinterpreted the invitation for tea. There were times when
I did not eat before hand, went to a tea expecting to eat well, and
had to eat a lot of biscuits with my tea to quell a growling stomach.
There were other times when I ate before the tea, and found a mag-
ficent spread of food upon my arrival. Such is life.
Blessings and all the best to you and yours,
Monday, March 02, 2009
Preaching Again
Yesterday, Sunday, March 1st, I preached from Mark 1:9-15 at Cupar
Old Parish Church. It was the first Sunday of Lent and I sought to en-
courage people to keep their eyes on Jesus during the forty days until
Good Friday and Easter Sunday. I compared the Christian life with go-
ing to a ceilidh, a Scottish dance. I likened Jesus coming to be baptized
with Jesus coming onto the dance floor to do a Scottish Sword Dance.
It turned out to be a very meaningful image for people in the congrega-
tion. I was struck by the power of imagination to strike a chord in peo-
ples' hearts. I received considerable positive feedback from people.
On Sunday I felt confident and comfortable up in the pulpit. I sensed it
coming two weeks ago when I preached from Malachi 4. But last Sun-
day I felt confident enough to refrain from relying on reading from my
sermon manscript, but keeping steady eye contact with the congrega-
tion. It was a big step for me. Until midNovember of last year, I really
hadn't preached a real sermon since August, 2003, when I was in
South Dakota. I had grown rusty when it came to preaching. I can feel
that it is all starting to come back to me now. I'm looking forward to
preaching every two weeks during my placement here at Cupar Old.
Blessings to you and yours,
Old Parish Church. It was the first Sunday of Lent and I sought to en-
courage people to keep their eyes on Jesus during the forty days until
Good Friday and Easter Sunday. I compared the Christian life with go-
ing to a ceilidh, a Scottish dance. I likened Jesus coming to be baptized
with Jesus coming onto the dance floor to do a Scottish Sword Dance.
It turned out to be a very meaningful image for people in the congrega-
tion. I was struck by the power of imagination to strike a chord in peo-
ples' hearts. I received considerable positive feedback from people.
On Sunday I felt confident and comfortable up in the pulpit. I sensed it
coming two weeks ago when I preached from Malachi 4. But last Sun-
day I felt confident enough to refrain from relying on reading from my
sermon manscript, but keeping steady eye contact with the congrega-
tion. It was a big step for me. Until midNovember of last year, I really
hadn't preached a real sermon since August, 2003, when I was in
South Dakota. I had grown rusty when it came to preaching. I can feel
that it is all starting to come back to me now. I'm looking forward to
preaching every two weeks during my placement here at Cupar Old.
Blessings to you and yours,
Friday, February 27, 2009
The Four Challenges Before Me
Every morning when I wake up I am faced with four key challenges.
The first challenge is to obtain a visa to remain here in Scotland as a
minister with the Church of Scotland. At this point I do not know
whether or not I will be successful in that endeavour. The second
challenge is to continue the steady work on my thesis that has to be
resubmitted by the 2nd of July. I would like to finish it by late April
or early May. The third is to continue my familiarization placement
with the Cupar Old Parish Church. That means I assist in leading
Sunday worship, preach twice a month, do pastoral visitation, con-
duct funerals, and enter into the daily life and mission of the congre-
gation. I am constantly wrestling with how to complete my thesis
and carry out my church placement. I find myself doing a constant
juggling act.
Far more important than these three, however, is the fourth chal
lenge: how I face these challenges before the face of the Triune God.
So throughout each and every day I have to be reminded of the Fa-
ther's purposeful love for me, of Christ's atoning death on my behalf,
and of the Spirit's empowering presence to enable me to grow graci-
ously and gracefully in Jesus. The first three challenges are only for
varying seasons of my life. Some may be for a long duration and others
only for a week. The number of them can also vary. But as long as I
live, and even into eternity, it is the fourth challenge that gives every-
thing else perspective and leads to deep and abiding joy in the jour-
ney of my life.
Blessings to you and yours,
The first challenge is to obtain a visa to remain here in Scotland as a
minister with the Church of Scotland. At this point I do not know
whether or not I will be successful in that endeavour. The second
challenge is to continue the steady work on my thesis that has to be
resubmitted by the 2nd of July. I would like to finish it by late April
or early May. The third is to continue my familiarization placement
with the Cupar Old Parish Church. That means I assist in leading
Sunday worship, preach twice a month, do pastoral visitation, con-
duct funerals, and enter into the daily life and mission of the congre-
gation. I am constantly wrestling with how to complete my thesis
and carry out my church placement. I find myself doing a constant
juggling act.
Far more important than these three, however, is the fourth chal
lenge: how I face these challenges before the face of the Triune God.
So throughout each and every day I have to be reminded of the Fa-
ther's purposeful love for me, of Christ's atoning death on my behalf,
and of the Spirit's empowering presence to enable me to grow graci-
ously and gracefully in Jesus. The first three challenges are only for
varying seasons of my life. Some may be for a long duration and others
only for a week. The number of them can also vary. But as long as I
live, and even into eternity, it is the fourth challenge that gives every-
thing else perspective and leads to deep and abiding joy in the jour-
ney of my life.
Blessings to you and yours,
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Visa Update
I spent last week, February 16-20, talking to people in St. Andrews
and Edinburgh who have knowledge of immigration issues. I was ad-
vised to seek the services of an immigration attorney. I contacted
the six legal services that had been referred to me with no success.
Late last Friday afternoon a legal clinic in Glasgow called me back
and arranged for me to come in on Tuesday, February 24. Yester-
day I met with Nicola, the legal counsel assigned to my case. I like
her because she is a thoroughly Irish lass, exhibits considerable
spunk, and is committed to working with me to get me a new
visa. She firmly believes that my plan to appeal my recent minis-
ters' visa refusal would fail. After hearing my situation she is ex-
ploring other options that have a greater possibility of success.
Nicola explained that the British Home Office that handles visas
is quite rigid and inflexible. She made it quite clear that there is
considerable likelihood that my case will not succeed. It just does
not make any sense to me. I can see why I am not a lawyer. I do
not think the way lawyers and judges think. Despite that, I com-
municated my desire to work as hard as I can to put together the
best case we can to present at an immigration hearing. So now
Nicola is studying different ways to handle my case and I am gather-
ing more documentation. We'll see what happens.
As always, I covet your prayers.
Blessings and all the best to you and yours,
and Edinburgh who have knowledge of immigration issues. I was ad-
vised to seek the services of an immigration attorney. I contacted
the six legal services that had been referred to me with no success.
Late last Friday afternoon a legal clinic in Glasgow called me back
and arranged for me to come in on Tuesday, February 24. Yester-
day I met with Nicola, the legal counsel assigned to my case. I like
her because she is a thoroughly Irish lass, exhibits considerable
spunk, and is committed to working with me to get me a new
visa. She firmly believes that my plan to appeal my recent minis-
ters' visa refusal would fail. After hearing my situation she is ex-
ploring other options that have a greater possibility of success.
Nicola explained that the British Home Office that handles visas
is quite rigid and inflexible. She made it quite clear that there is
considerable likelihood that my case will not succeed. It just does
not make any sense to me. I can see why I am not a lawyer. I do
not think the way lawyers and judges think. Despite that, I com-
municated my desire to work as hard as I can to put together the
best case we can to present at an immigration hearing. So now
Nicola is studying different ways to handle my case and I am gather-
ing more documentation. We'll see what happens.
As always, I covet your prayers.
Blessings and all the best to you and yours,
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Good News/Bad News
I cannot believe that it has been over a month since
I last wrote on my blog! I'll try to do better and post
blogs more frequently.
First the good news. I had been concerned that my
application for a visa for permission to remain as a
minister of religion had not been returned to me. I
had submitted it back in late August. In mid-January
I called the Immigration Bureau to enquire about
the status of my application. I was informed that it
had been mailed to my previous address way back
in November. They did acknowledge that my new
address had been received well before they sent
me the packet, but the packet had still been sent
to the old address. No one at the old address re-
membered seeing such a package for me and no
one had any idea what had happened to the pack-
age.
Finally, on the day before Valentine's Day, a good
friend whom I had asked to see what he could do,
found it. It was at a regional post office that served
my old address. He called to tell me he was send-
ing the parcel up to me. It was truly a Valentine's
gift! It is unsettling to be in a foreign country with-
out a passport. I expected my passport to have my
new visa in it as well. It had been over five months
that I was without personal legal documentation.
It was such a relief to have my passport!
But now the bad news: immigration authorities re-
fused to grant me a visa as a minister of religion in
the United Kingdom. I was not allowed to stay here.
Applicants for such a visa were required to have
served in a ministerial capacity for at least one year
in the last five years. I had last been in a ministerial
position six years ago, but not within the last five.
That was the only reason they gave for the refusal.
I have ten working days to appeal the decision. I
can remain in the UK while the appeal is being con-
sidered. I have decided to go ahead and submit an
appeal within the time alotted, ten working days.
If my appeal is refused, I will have to leave the coun-
try.
I have spent these last three days seeking ad-
vice and legal counsel. There have been a lot of
dead ends, but I'm still waiting on one last immi-
gration attorney. If I don't receive any help, I'll
present the appeal myself.
I'm doing ok. This is quite a challenge for me, but
one that I believe can be worked out to my advan-
tage.
If you pray for me, please remember this chal-
lenge to me in your prayers.
Blessings to you and yours,
I last wrote on my blog! I'll try to do better and post
blogs more frequently.
First the good news. I had been concerned that my
application for a visa for permission to remain as a
minister of religion had not been returned to me. I
had submitted it back in late August. In mid-January
I called the Immigration Bureau to enquire about
the status of my application. I was informed that it
had been mailed to my previous address way back
in November. They did acknowledge that my new
address had been received well before they sent
me the packet, but the packet had still been sent
to the old address. No one at the old address re-
membered seeing such a package for me and no
one had any idea what had happened to the pack-
age.
Finally, on the day before Valentine's Day, a good
friend whom I had asked to see what he could do,
found it. It was at a regional post office that served
my old address. He called to tell me he was send-
ing the parcel up to me. It was truly a Valentine's
gift! It is unsettling to be in a foreign country with-
out a passport. I expected my passport to have my
new visa in it as well. It had been over five months
that I was without personal legal documentation.
It was such a relief to have my passport!
But now the bad news: immigration authorities re-
fused to grant me a visa as a minister of religion in
the United Kingdom. I was not allowed to stay here.
Applicants for such a visa were required to have
served in a ministerial capacity for at least one year
in the last five years. I had last been in a ministerial
position six years ago, but not within the last five.
That was the only reason they gave for the refusal.
I have ten working days to appeal the decision. I
can remain in the UK while the appeal is being con-
sidered. I have decided to go ahead and submit an
appeal within the time alotted, ten working days.
If my appeal is refused, I will have to leave the coun-
try.
I have spent these last three days seeking ad-
vice and legal counsel. There have been a lot of
dead ends, but I'm still waiting on one last immi-
gration attorney. If I don't receive any help, I'll
present the appeal myself.
I'm doing ok. This is quite a challenge for me, but
one that I believe can be worked out to my advan-
tage.
If you pray for me, please remember this chal-
lenge to me in your prayers.
Blessings to you and yours,
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Back in the Pulpit Again
Well, I'm back in the pulpit again/oh, I'm back in the pulpit
again!
Until my arrival at Cupar Old Parish Church in November
I had not participated in leading congregational worship in
any way since August, 2003. Since coming here I've partici-
pated in Sunday services and preached four times. Because
the minister was on holiday just after Christmas, I planned
and led the entire January 4th service. It was also the first
time I preached back to back Sundays since 2003. I really
enjoyed preaching and leading the congregation in worship-
ping God.
In mid November-when I preached for the first time in five
years- I felt so out of shape. It took some time to craft the
message and my delivery was extremely rusty. Although
the feedback was charitable, I really lost my confidence. I
knew it was there, it just took a while to reappear. Last
Sunday was my fourth time preaching here and I sensed
that it was starting to come back to me. The last two times
I have started to feel my confidence and form returning. I
am scheduled to be preaching every two weeks, either at
the morning service or at the bi-weekly evening service.
I have missed being a pastor and preacher. Now I am soak-
ing it all up, as much as I can get. I had to put that on hold
for four years while I was at the University of St. Andrews.
Yet I firmly believe that God called me to be at the univer-
sity and to work on a thesis. And so, I am realizing that I
have an exciting time to do what I really feel called to do:
to be a pastor and to continue working on my thesis. For
me nothing could be better.
As always, I ask for your prayers on my behalf.
Blessings to you and yours,
again!
Until my arrival at Cupar Old Parish Church in November
I had not participated in leading congregational worship in
any way since August, 2003. Since coming here I've partici-
pated in Sunday services and preached four times. Because
the minister was on holiday just after Christmas, I planned
and led the entire January 4th service. It was also the first
time I preached back to back Sundays since 2003. I really
enjoyed preaching and leading the congregation in worship-
ping God.
In mid November-when I preached for the first time in five
years- I felt so out of shape. It took some time to craft the
message and my delivery was extremely rusty. Although
the feedback was charitable, I really lost my confidence. I
knew it was there, it just took a while to reappear. Last
Sunday was my fourth time preaching here and I sensed
that it was starting to come back to me. The last two times
I have started to feel my confidence and form returning. I
am scheduled to be preaching every two weeks, either at
the morning service or at the bi-weekly evening service.
I have missed being a pastor and preacher. Now I am soak-
ing it all up, as much as I can get. I had to put that on hold
for four years while I was at the University of St. Andrews.
Yet I firmly believe that God called me to be at the univer-
sity and to work on a thesis. And so, I am realizing that I
have an exciting time to do what I really feel called to do:
to be a pastor and to continue working on my thesis. For
me nothing could be better.
As always, I ask for your prayers on my behalf.
Blessings to you and yours,
Thursday, January 01, 2009
2008-Surprised by God
It is the downward side of New Year's Day as I write this. It
has been a quiet day for me to reflect on the past year and
look forward to the New Year. The best way for me to de-
scribe 2008 is to share that I was totally surprised by God.
I ended 2007 and began 2008 with Steve and Ellen Wilcox
in my hometown of Longview, WA. They are great friends
who have blessed me in so many ways throughout my years
of ministry. It was good to be home as I prepared for the
next era of my life. I vowed to continure to yield my life to
God's direction as I soaked up being back in my hometown.
I submitted my thesis to the University of St. Andrews in
mid-January, but did not have my panel review until May.
Although I was disappointed that my thesis was not accepted
at that time, I have realized how much I welcome the extra
time to continue to work on it. After more than four years of
intensive labor on it, I'm still not tired of it. I've enjoyed be-
ing able to continue working on it. I just wish that my panel
had been earlier than May. I had considerable down time be-
tween my submission in January and my review in May.
That period was pretty unproductive. Oh well, it still
worked out well for me.
Then God surprised me with the opportunity to do volunteer
work at a Christian retreat centre on Holy Island/Lindisfarne.
I prepared rooms for guests, cleaned toilets, washed dishes,
led noon and evening prayer, and helped out in any way I
could. The main thing was that I was able to do low-key pas-
toral ministry. I was able to hear what the Spirit was doing
in the USA, Canada, Norway, Germany, New Zealand, Aus-
tralia, Ireland, and the United Kingdom, especially England.
I had initially offered to be there four to six weeks, but thank-
fully I was there sixteen weeks. It is one of the highlights of
a lifetime in ministry.
Then I was surprised by God again when I was invited to be
the residential chaplain at St. Deiniol's Library in Wales for
the month of October. That was completely unexpected. The
meal conversations, celebrating the eucharist on week day
mornings, and meeting people from all over the English-speak-
ing world was so enriching. I will never forget my time there.
Then I continue to be surprised by God as a result of his lead-
ing me here to the Old Parish Church in Cupar, Scotland. I have
been sent here for twelve months to become familiar with the
Church of Scotland. It is part of the process of transferring my
ordination from the Presbyterian Church (USA) to the Church
of Scotland. I've been here two months and I have felt wel-
comed by the town of 8500 as well as by the church. I'm meet-
ing lots of people, learning my way around the town, and feel-
ing at home in my accommodation. Ziggy the cat has made
sure that I have been instructed to cater to his every need.
I have truly been surprised by God, and truly blessed.
Blessings to you and yours,
has been a quiet day for me to reflect on the past year and
look forward to the New Year. The best way for me to de-
scribe 2008 is to share that I was totally surprised by God.
I ended 2007 and began 2008 with Steve and Ellen Wilcox
in my hometown of Longview, WA. They are great friends
who have blessed me in so many ways throughout my years
of ministry. It was good to be home as I prepared for the
next era of my life. I vowed to continure to yield my life to
God's direction as I soaked up being back in my hometown.
I submitted my thesis to the University of St. Andrews in
mid-January, but did not have my panel review until May.
Although I was disappointed that my thesis was not accepted
at that time, I have realized how much I welcome the extra
time to continue to work on it. After more than four years of
intensive labor on it, I'm still not tired of it. I've enjoyed be-
ing able to continue working on it. I just wish that my panel
had been earlier than May. I had considerable down time be-
tween my submission in January and my review in May.
That period was pretty unproductive. Oh well, it still
worked out well for me.
Then God surprised me with the opportunity to do volunteer
work at a Christian retreat centre on Holy Island/Lindisfarne.
I prepared rooms for guests, cleaned toilets, washed dishes,
led noon and evening prayer, and helped out in any way I
could. The main thing was that I was able to do low-key pas-
toral ministry. I was able to hear what the Spirit was doing
in the USA, Canada, Norway, Germany, New Zealand, Aus-
tralia, Ireland, and the United Kingdom, especially England.
I had initially offered to be there four to six weeks, but thank-
fully I was there sixteen weeks. It is one of the highlights of
a lifetime in ministry.
Then I was surprised by God again when I was invited to be
the residential chaplain at St. Deiniol's Library in Wales for
the month of October. That was completely unexpected. The
meal conversations, celebrating the eucharist on week day
mornings, and meeting people from all over the English-speak-
ing world was so enriching. I will never forget my time there.
Then I continue to be surprised by God as a result of his lead-
ing me here to the Old Parish Church in Cupar, Scotland. I have
been sent here for twelve months to become familiar with the
Church of Scotland. It is part of the process of transferring my
ordination from the Presbyterian Church (USA) to the Church
of Scotland. I've been here two months and I have felt wel-
comed by the town of 8500 as well as by the church. I'm meet-
ing lots of people, learning my way around the town, and feel-
ing at home in my accommodation. Ziggy the cat has made
sure that I have been instructed to cater to his every need.
I have truly been surprised by God, and truly blessed.
Blessings to you and yours,
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
A Boston Red Sox and Celtic Fan Celebrating Christmas in Brave Heart's Land
Well, here it is, almost Christmas, and there are Christmas
festivities galore here in Cupar, Scotland. There have been
Christmas decorations and lights up on the main street of
the small town since late November. I listened to a drum
and bagpipe band do Christmas carols at a recent farmers'
market. Stores have been offering Christmas promotions
and sales since early November. I hear of many groups and
work places having their Christmas dinners or parties.
What amazed me was that Ken, my ministerial colleague,
was invited to conduct two Christmas assemblies at the
big regional school in town. He addressed over 700 stu-
ents between the ages of 11 and 13. They listened to Scrip-
ture about Jesus, sang Christmas carols, and heard Ken
share with them about the incomparable Christ. (The
three other ministers in town conducted Christmas pro-
grams for the other levels at the school.) At night I look
out my bedroom window to see a few houses that went all
out with outdoor Christmas decorations and lights. They
add a sparkle to the neighborhood.
At church we've been preparing for Christmas since the
first Sunday in Advent. Slowly we've been focusing in on
Christmas. People here take great delight in giving Christ-
mas cards. People of the church have been signing a big
Christmas card to be sent to forty street boys of an orphan-
age in Peru that the church has been supporting for sever-
al years. Money has already been sent for a big Christmas
meal and new shoes. Last Thursday evening there was a
family Christmas party at the church. The highlight for me
was watching the ceilidh (a Scottish social dance event).
Parents introduced the children to some of the well-known
Scottish dance steps. There also was a well done children's
nativity play last Sunday morning and a beautiful nine les-
sons and carols candlelight service that evening. On Christ-
mas Eve there will be a Family Service at 7 pm and a Watch-
night Service later at 11:30. On Christmas Day there will be
a service for the family at 10:30. This is a special time of
year for me and I have been enjoying it.
Wishing you and yours a very Merry Christmas,
festivities galore here in Cupar, Scotland. There have been
Christmas decorations and lights up on the main street of
the small town since late November. I listened to a drum
and bagpipe band do Christmas carols at a recent farmers'
market. Stores have been offering Christmas promotions
and sales since early November. I hear of many groups and
work places having their Christmas dinners or parties.
What amazed me was that Ken, my ministerial colleague,
was invited to conduct two Christmas assemblies at the
big regional school in town. He addressed over 700 stu-
ents between the ages of 11 and 13. They listened to Scrip-
ture about Jesus, sang Christmas carols, and heard Ken
share with them about the incomparable Christ. (The
three other ministers in town conducted Christmas pro-
grams for the other levels at the school.) At night I look
out my bedroom window to see a few houses that went all
out with outdoor Christmas decorations and lights. They
add a sparkle to the neighborhood.
At church we've been preparing for Christmas since the
first Sunday in Advent. Slowly we've been focusing in on
Christmas. People here take great delight in giving Christ-
mas cards. People of the church have been signing a big
Christmas card to be sent to forty street boys of an orphan-
age in Peru that the church has been supporting for sever-
al years. Money has already been sent for a big Christmas
meal and new shoes. Last Thursday evening there was a
family Christmas party at the church. The highlight for me
was watching the ceilidh (a Scottish social dance event).
Parents introduced the children to some of the well-known
Scottish dance steps. There also was a well done children's
nativity play last Sunday morning and a beautiful nine les-
sons and carols candlelight service that evening. On Christ-
mas Eve there will be a Family Service at 7 pm and a Watch-
night Service later at 11:30. On Christmas Day there will be
a service for the family at 10:30. This is a special time of
year for me and I have been enjoying it.
Wishing you and yours a very Merry Christmas,
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Settling In
Since November 1 I have been settling into Cupar. The small
town of 8500 inhabitants is an ancient farming town that also
served as county seat of the 'Kingdom' of Fife until the 1970s.
Since St. Andrews is in the Kingdom of Fife as well, I have
been living in a kingdom for the past five years! I'll write
more about the town in due time. Meanwhile I'm finally get-
ting things in order and learning my way around town. I
have been quite busy. I'm taking off this week to catch my
breath and continue settling down. I have not had a string
of more than two days off for quite some time. I just wanted
to let you know that I am alright and doing well. I'm really
enjoying being involved in pastoral ministry again and liv-
ing here in Scotland. I will being writing more about that,
too.
Here is my address until 31 October 2009! (Boy! It feels
so good to have a stable address for a change. I won't have
to move for a whole year!)
38 Castlebank Gardens
Cupar
Fife
United Kingdom KY15 4DA
Advent and Christmas Blessings to you and yours,
town of 8500 inhabitants is an ancient farming town that also
served as county seat of the 'Kingdom' of Fife until the 1970s.
Since St. Andrews is in the Kingdom of Fife as well, I have
been living in a kingdom for the past five years! I'll write
more about the town in due time. Meanwhile I'm finally get-
ting things in order and learning my way around town. I
have been quite busy. I'm taking off this week to catch my
breath and continue settling down. I have not had a string
of more than two days off for quite some time. I just wanted
to let you know that I am alright and doing well. I'm really
enjoying being involved in pastoral ministry again and liv-
ing here in Scotland. I will being writing more about that,
too.
Here is my address until 31 October 2009! (Boy! It feels
so good to have a stable address for a change. I won't have
to move for a whole year!)
38 Castlebank Gardens
Cupar
Fife
United Kingdom KY15 4DA
Advent and Christmas Blessings to you and yours,
Monday, December 01, 2008
'We're Glad You're Here, Laddie'
This is a short posting to let people know that I am doing
very well here in Cupar, Scotland. On Sunday, November
2nd, I was introduced to the people of the Old Parish Church
of Cupar as the probationer assistant minister for one year. I
have been busy with participating in worship services, observ-
ing four funerals, attending various committees, leading and
preaching at the latest Sunday evening service, and doing pas-
toral visitation in the homes of more elderly members. I have
felt welcomed and invited to share in the life and mission of
this lively congregation. I have quickly felt at home here and
have enjoyed being engaged in pastoral ministry again after
an absence of five years. Being involved in pastoral ministry
gives me the greatest joy. Recently I met with members of
the minister support group set up for me to review my first
few weeks at the church. I felt affirmed and supported. It
meant a lot to me when the convener, a retired but still very
active Church of Scotland minister, told me that after seeing
me in action the past few weeks he and other people were
glad that I had been assigned to Cupar Old. I'm glad to be
here, too.
Ever since June I have had considerable difficulty getting reg-
ular internet access. The situation has not been any better
here in Cupar. But I have recently figured out how to ad-
dress this problem. I hope to get more postings up.
Blessings, and all the best,
very well here in Cupar, Scotland. On Sunday, November
2nd, I was introduced to the people of the Old Parish Church
of Cupar as the probationer assistant minister for one year. I
have been busy with participating in worship services, observ-
ing four funerals, attending various committees, leading and
preaching at the latest Sunday evening service, and doing pas-
toral visitation in the homes of more elderly members. I have
felt welcomed and invited to share in the life and mission of
this lively congregation. I have quickly felt at home here and
have enjoyed being engaged in pastoral ministry again after
an absence of five years. Being involved in pastoral ministry
gives me the greatest joy. Recently I met with members of
the minister support group set up for me to review my first
few weeks at the church. I felt affirmed and supported. It
meant a lot to me when the convener, a retired but still very
active Church of Scotland minister, told me that after seeing
me in action the past few weeks he and other people were
glad that I had been assigned to Cupar Old. I'm glad to be
here, too.
Ever since June I have had considerable difficulty getting reg-
ular internet access. The situation has not been any better
here in Cupar. But I have recently figured out how to ad-
dress this problem. I hope to get more postings up.
Blessings, and all the best,
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Some Thoughts on the Recent US Elections
Currently I am busy settling down in Cupar, Scotland, for a
twelve-month ministerial placement with the Church of Scot-
land. It has been difficult getting access to the internet, but
over the past several days I have found it easier to get on-
line. I have much to share with you about my transition
from St Andrews to the wee town of Cupar, just fifteen
miles away from St Andrews. But I have plenty of time to
do that in the coming days and weeks. I wanted to take this
opportunity to share some of my thoughts about the re-
cent US elections.
I was not able to get an absentee ballot for this election. If I
had voted for the president I would not have voted for Pres-
ident-elect Obama. I disagree with him on the issues of
Iraq, national security, taxes, entitlements, abortion, the
sanctity of marriage between one man and one woman, ed-
ucation, the support of the military, interpretation of the
US Constitution, the role of judicial bodies on all levels, the
ability to carry out domestic drilling for oil, and the way
that the poor and neglected of our society are cared for. I
am alarmed by the people that he has chosen to relate to
over the years and that he is the product of the corrupt
Chicago political machine. I believe that he and his fellow
democrats are wrong on so many issues. But having said
that, I will never stoop to hating him, demeaning him, or
considering him evil. Even though I think he is wrong on
the important issues of this age, Senator Obama will be
my president, our president, come January 20th and I
will grant him respect and honor that goes with that great
office.
I am very concerned about the degree of hatred and ridi-
cule expressed concerning President Bush and Govenor
Palin. I have never experienced anything as ugly. My ques-
tion is what this does to the souls of those who express such
sentiments. I can only conclude that it results in self-inflicted
wounds of those who do such actions. I have heard some peo-
ple say that Senator Obama's victory will finally lay to rest
the evils of racism in the US. My fear is that many Americans
voted for Senator Obama because of the color of his skin. It
is still racism. We will experience racism laid to rest when
electoral decisions are based primarily on a man or woman's
political agenda, not on the color of his or her skin.
I have more to write, but my time online at the Cupar Public
Library is quickly running out. I have church work that I
need to work on. I am disappointed in the results of the elec-
tion. I do not feel secure with President Obama and the Dem-
ocrats in control of Congress. But life will go on in the country
I love and cherish.
Blessings and all the best,
twelve-month ministerial placement with the Church of Scot-
land. It has been difficult getting access to the internet, but
over the past several days I have found it easier to get on-
line. I have much to share with you about my transition
from St Andrews to the wee town of Cupar, just fifteen
miles away from St Andrews. But I have plenty of time to
do that in the coming days and weeks. I wanted to take this
opportunity to share some of my thoughts about the re-
cent US elections.
I was not able to get an absentee ballot for this election. If I
had voted for the president I would not have voted for Pres-
ident-elect Obama. I disagree with him on the issues of
Iraq, national security, taxes, entitlements, abortion, the
sanctity of marriage between one man and one woman, ed-
ucation, the support of the military, interpretation of the
US Constitution, the role of judicial bodies on all levels, the
ability to carry out domestic drilling for oil, and the way
that the poor and neglected of our society are cared for. I
am alarmed by the people that he has chosen to relate to
over the years and that he is the product of the corrupt
Chicago political machine. I believe that he and his fellow
democrats are wrong on so many issues. But having said
that, I will never stoop to hating him, demeaning him, or
considering him evil. Even though I think he is wrong on
the important issues of this age, Senator Obama will be
my president, our president, come January 20th and I
will grant him respect and honor that goes with that great
office.
I am very concerned about the degree of hatred and ridi-
cule expressed concerning President Bush and Govenor
Palin. I have never experienced anything as ugly. My ques-
tion is what this does to the souls of those who express such
sentiments. I can only conclude that it results in self-inflicted
wounds of those who do such actions. I have heard some peo-
ple say that Senator Obama's victory will finally lay to rest
the evils of racism in the US. My fear is that many Americans
voted for Senator Obama because of the color of his skin. It
is still racism. We will experience racism laid to rest when
electoral decisions are based primarily on a man or woman's
political agenda, not on the color of his or her skin.
I have more to write, but my time online at the Cupar Public
Library is quickly running out. I have church work that I
need to work on. I am disappointed in the results of the elec-
tion. I do not feel secure with President Obama and the Dem-
ocrats in control of Congress. But life will go on in the country
I love and cherish.
Blessings and all the best,
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Under Orders: I'm Moving Out Again
Tomorrow I leave St. Deiniol's Library in Wales and a host
of new friends from England, Australia, and the USA. I grew
fond of the Library and its small staff. My daily routine of
celebrating the Eucharist, working more on my thesis, and
being involved in sparkling conversations over great food
have been a joy for me these past five weeks. I will greatly
miss all of this. I am a wee bit sad.
On November 1 I begin a twelve month familiarsation place-
ment at a Church of Scotland congregation in the small town
of Cupar, Scotland. Finally! I can settle down for a year. I'll
write more about it as I settle into pastoral ministry there.
I sense that I am in transition from an old era of the past
five months to a new era in my life and ministry. I am grate-
ful to the Father for God's guidance, provision, and protection.
I pray that for you as well.
Blessings, and all the best,
of new friends from England, Australia, and the USA. I grew
fond of the Library and its small staff. My daily routine of
celebrating the Eucharist, working more on my thesis, and
being involved in sparkling conversations over great food
have been a joy for me these past five weeks. I will greatly
miss all of this. I am a wee bit sad.
On November 1 I begin a twelve month familiarsation place-
ment at a Church of Scotland congregation in the small town
of Cupar, Scotland. Finally! I can settle down for a year. I'll
write more about it as I settle into pastoral ministry there.
I sense that I am in transition from an old era of the past
five months to a new era in my life and ministry. I am grate-
ful to the Father for God's guidance, provision, and protection.
I pray that for you as well.
Blessings, and all the best,
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
You ok, Luv?
Ever since I came south to England from Scotland I have
noticed that English people whom I knew would greet me
with a "You ok?" This question perplexed me because I
began to worry that I must look pretty bad to elicit such
a question. But I gradually understood that it is an English
way of greeting someone, much like our 'how ya doin'?' Now
I don't give it any thought when an Enlish person asks me if
I'm ok. I now interpret it as a nice greeting to which no reply
is expected or wanted by the person asking.
When I first arrived here at St. Deiniol's Library in Wales
I headed to the dining room for a snack. I spied a nice slice
of chocolate cake that I thought had my name on it, waiting
for me to choose it. An attractive middle-aged dining room
attendant asked me: "You ok, Luv?" She called me "Luv!"
She called me 'luv" at dinner, too! I noticed that I had a
spring in my step and a swagger in my walk for the next
few days. I thought that I was quite the man! A couple of
days later after she returned from being off a couple of days
I noticed that she addressed every man as "luv." I immedi-
ately crashed and burned.
But my downcast spirits were lifted when I found a good
supply of regular Dr Pepper and Dr Pepper No Sugar at a
small store near the library. Imagine that! Dr P in a small
village in Wales. Do wonders never cease? Since then I have
cleaned out the remaining supply of Dr P and Dr P No Sugar
that other customers had not bought. Imagine that! Welsh
people drinking Dr P! I don't know when they will get in more,
but I was so surprised to see Dr Pepper here in such a small
town in Wales.
Blessings and all the best to you and yours,
noticed that English people whom I knew would greet me
with a "You ok?" This question perplexed me because I
began to worry that I must look pretty bad to elicit such
a question. But I gradually understood that it is an English
way of greeting someone, much like our 'how ya doin'?' Now
I don't give it any thought when an Enlish person asks me if
I'm ok. I now interpret it as a nice greeting to which no reply
is expected or wanted by the person asking.
When I first arrived here at St. Deiniol's Library in Wales
I headed to the dining room for a snack. I spied a nice slice
of chocolate cake that I thought had my name on it, waiting
for me to choose it. An attractive middle-aged dining room
attendant asked me: "You ok, Luv?" She called me "Luv!"
She called me 'luv" at dinner, too! I noticed that I had a
spring in my step and a swagger in my walk for the next
few days. I thought that I was quite the man! A couple of
days later after she returned from being off a couple of days
I noticed that she addressed every man as "luv." I immedi-
ately crashed and burned.
But my downcast spirits were lifted when I found a good
supply of regular Dr Pepper and Dr Pepper No Sugar at a
small store near the library. Imagine that! Dr P in a small
village in Wales. Do wonders never cease? Since then I have
cleaned out the remaining supply of Dr P and Dr P No Sugar
that other customers had not bought. Imagine that! Welsh
people drinking Dr P! I don't know when they will get in more,
but I was so surprised to see Dr Pepper here in such a small
town in Wales.
Blessings and all the best to you and yours,
Friday, October 10, 2008
St. Deiniol's Library and the Joy It Gives Me
I've been here at St. Deiniol's Library in northern Wales
for eleven days now. I am the volunteer chaplain for the
month of October. My duties include celebrating the eu-
charist two or three times a week and being present as a
staff person three or four evenings a week. I am provi-
ded with a spacious room and two home-cooked meals a
day in return for my service here. I have really enjoyed
being here. I have especially enjoyed meeting people com-
ing from all over Britain and North America to do research,
write, or relax. It is a wonderful place to be. It took me
over a week, but I now feel quite at home here in this
great residential library.
There are three things here that have given me a lot of
joy: serving communion in the mornings, doing some
needed writing in a beautiful library setting, and en-
gaging in long chats with interesting people over home-
cooked meals. I truly have been blessed.
Blessings to you and yours,
for eleven days now. I am the volunteer chaplain for the
month of October. My duties include celebrating the eu-
charist two or three times a week and being present as a
staff person three or four evenings a week. I am provi-
ded with a spacious room and two home-cooked meals a
day in return for my service here. I have really enjoyed
being here. I have especially enjoyed meeting people com-
ing from all over Britain and North America to do research,
write, or relax. It is a wonderful place to be. It took me
over a week, but I now feel quite at home here in this
great residential library.
There are three things here that have given me a lot of
joy: serving communion in the mornings, doing some
needed writing in a beautiful library setting, and en-
gaging in long chats with interesting people over home-
cooked meals. I truly have been blessed.
Blessings to you and yours,
Friday, September 26, 2008
England, Scotland, and Wales
I'm taking just a few minutes to give you an update on what
is happening with me these few days. Two weeks ago I was
invited to be an hononrary chaplain at St. Deiniol's Libary
in Wales October 11-31. It is a world-renowned residential
library that has roots in the Church of Wales of the Anglican
Communion. I get room and board in exchange for celebra-
ting the Eucharist during the week and being in residence
for pastoral concerns. Last Monday, just a few days ago, I
was asked if I could start September 29. I agreed to come
and start my duties on the earlier date.
As a result my life during the last few days has been in
turmoil. Yesterday I moved my stuff up from Holy Island
(where I've been since early June) to storage in St. And-
drews. This afternoon I catch a ride with a Church of Scot-
land colleague to the first of four probationers' residential
conferences that I have to do in the next twelve months in
preparation for transfering my ordination to the Church of
Scotland. On Sunday afternoon I'll return to St. Andrews
for the night. Early on Monday morning I'll travel by train
to the Library in Wales. Then I will have a month to enjoy
the Library in Wales, serve in a pastoral position there,
and do a significant amount of writing that I need to do.
Things are happening so quickly that it has been hard for
me to catch my breath. I realize that I am experiencing a
fair amount of grieving for leaving the people of The Open
Gate, other friends on the island, and the peacefulness, holi-
ness, and beauty that characterizes Holy Island. But I look
forward to getting to know the Church of Scotland as I start
the long final phase of the ordination transfer process this
weekend. Also I am eager to get down to the Library in
Wales to get some serious work done on my thesis. This has
been a special summer and fall for me, some of the best
times in my life.
I have often experienced transitions from one place to
another, but never have I had to go through three tran-
sitions as I am doing within these four days. I have been
keenly aware of the Lord providing for my every need.
I have felt loved, protected, and guided. It's a special time
for me, one that I will treasure in my heart. As I reflect
on these four days I realize that until yesterday I was in
England, that for these next three days I am in Scotland
where I've been for the last four years, and then that Mon-
day I am in Wales for a month. It is an adventure I am
really enjoying.
Blessings to you and yours,
is happening with me these few days. Two weeks ago I was
invited to be an hononrary chaplain at St. Deiniol's Libary
in Wales October 11-31. It is a world-renowned residential
library that has roots in the Church of Wales of the Anglican
Communion. I get room and board in exchange for celebra-
ting the Eucharist during the week and being in residence
for pastoral concerns. Last Monday, just a few days ago, I
was asked if I could start September 29. I agreed to come
and start my duties on the earlier date.
As a result my life during the last few days has been in
turmoil. Yesterday I moved my stuff up from Holy Island
(where I've been since early June) to storage in St. And-
drews. This afternoon I catch a ride with a Church of Scot-
land colleague to the first of four probationers' residential
conferences that I have to do in the next twelve months in
preparation for transfering my ordination to the Church of
Scotland. On Sunday afternoon I'll return to St. Andrews
for the night. Early on Monday morning I'll travel by train
to the Library in Wales. Then I will have a month to enjoy
the Library in Wales, serve in a pastoral position there,
and do a significant amount of writing that I need to do.
Things are happening so quickly that it has been hard for
me to catch my breath. I realize that I am experiencing a
fair amount of grieving for leaving the people of The Open
Gate, other friends on the island, and the peacefulness, holi-
ness, and beauty that characterizes Holy Island. But I look
forward to getting to know the Church of Scotland as I start
the long final phase of the ordination transfer process this
weekend. Also I am eager to get down to the Library in
Wales to get some serious work done on my thesis. This has
been a special summer and fall for me, some of the best
times in my life.
I have often experienced transitions from one place to
another, but never have I had to go through three tran-
sitions as I am doing within these four days. I have been
keenly aware of the Lord providing for my every need.
I have felt loved, protected, and guided. It's a special time
for me, one that I will treasure in my heart. As I reflect
on these four days I realize that until yesterday I was in
England, that for these next three days I am in Scotland
where I've been for the last four years, and then that Mon-
day I am in Wales for a month. It is an adventure I am
really enjoying.
Blessings to you and yours,
Friday, September 12, 2008
A Little Time Out
Tomorrow I head out on the 'Iona Pilgrimage' for a six day
retreat to engage with the story, people, and present con-
cerns and commitments of the Iona Community. The Iona
Community is in the western islands of Scotland and is a
much larger sister community of the Community of Aidan
and Hilda (CAH), the community that sponsors the Open
Gate Retreat Centre where I've been since early June.
Last week Ray Simpson, one of the leaders of the CAH,
helped to lead a retreat at Iona on contemporary pilgri-
mage. Ray and other leaders thought it was important
that I go on the Iona Pilgrimage. They hoped that my
going would help strengthen the kinship ties between
the two sister communities.
We will spend the first three days, Saturday to Tuesday,
in Dunblane, a town in the central part of Scotland. The
program includes worship in the unique Iona style, becom-
ing familiar with the Wild Goose Resource Group, and hear-
ing about the ecumenical orientation of the Iona Community.
On one of those days we participate in the 'Glasgow Pilgrim-
age' in order to learn about the urban foundation of the Com-
munity. We will spend our last three days on Iona to learn
more about the present work of the Iona Community, its
ministry of healing, and the Community's Rule of Life. I do
not know how many people will take part, but I do know
that we will experience living in community and worship-
ping together. We are also told to expect time for relaxa-
tion and recreation.
I have been feeling a little worn out the past few weeks be-
cause I have stayed on Holy Island longer that I had ex-
pected. It was like I sprinted at the beginning of my time
when I thought I'd be there only six weeks. Only later did
I realize that I needed to run as a long distance runner. It
will be good to enjoy Iona (with Holy Island, one of my fav-
orite places in Britain) and have some time out for a week.
I expect to be refreshed and to continue my volunteering
at The Open Gate.
Blessings to you and yours,
retreat to engage with the story, people, and present con-
cerns and commitments of the Iona Community. The Iona
Community is in the western islands of Scotland and is a
much larger sister community of the Community of Aidan
and Hilda (CAH), the community that sponsors the Open
Gate Retreat Centre where I've been since early June.
Last week Ray Simpson, one of the leaders of the CAH,
helped to lead a retreat at Iona on contemporary pilgri-
mage. Ray and other leaders thought it was important
that I go on the Iona Pilgrimage. They hoped that my
going would help strengthen the kinship ties between
the two sister communities.
We will spend the first three days, Saturday to Tuesday,
in Dunblane, a town in the central part of Scotland. The
program includes worship in the unique Iona style, becom-
ing familiar with the Wild Goose Resource Group, and hear-
ing about the ecumenical orientation of the Iona Community.
On one of those days we participate in the 'Glasgow Pilgrim-
age' in order to learn about the urban foundation of the Com-
munity. We will spend our last three days on Iona to learn
more about the present work of the Iona Community, its
ministry of healing, and the Community's Rule of Life. I do
not know how many people will take part, but I do know
that we will experience living in community and worship-
ping together. We are also told to expect time for relaxa-
tion and recreation.
I have been feeling a little worn out the past few weeks be-
cause I have stayed on Holy Island longer that I had ex-
pected. It was like I sprinted at the beginning of my time
when I thought I'd be there only six weeks. Only later did
I realize that I needed to run as a long distance runner. It
will be good to enjoy Iona (with Holy Island, one of my fav-
orite places in Britain) and have some time out for a week.
I expect to be refreshed and to continue my volunteering
at The Open Gate.
Blessings to you and yours,
Monday, September 08, 2008
Recently Found on Holy Island: A Supply of Dr. Pepper
Other than finding a stash of Dr. Pepper available for con-
sumption the other day, there really is nothing significant
to report. My routine consists of cleaning toilets, washing
dishes, preparing rooms for guests, leading a couple of
prayer times a week, and being available to people as they
drop by The Open Gate Christian Retreat Centre. God con-
tinues God's slow and steady transformative work in my life.
But here are some observations and thoughts about the last
few weeks:
I noticed one Holy Island resident sipping on a bottle of
Dr. Pepper a week or so ago. I went on a wild search for
the fine drink. My heart was gladdened when I finally
found a sizable supply at a little store in the center of the
village.
As of today I have been volunteering at The Open Gate for
three full months. I expected when I arrived here that I
would be here only six or seven weeks. But now I plan to
be here until October 31 when I move from here to take
up a placement at a Church of Scotland congregation near
St. Andrews.
There's been a significant and constant downpour of rain
the past week. Over on the mainland there has been con-
siderable flooding, but Holy Island has been spared. I don't
remember experiencing such a longterm downpour. Today
we saw a little sun peek out from behind the storm clouds. It
was glorious.
I have enjoyed the many American guests who pass through.
Last week I especially enjoyed a small group of Episcopalians
from St. Paul, Minnesota. I think they left St. Paul at this
time to escape the Republican National Convention in their
fair city last week. I thought they were all right even
though they were Democrats. I made sure that they heard
all the good news coming out of the RNC in their home town.
Yet it was refreshing to have fellow country people with
whom I shared a similar language and cultural cues!
Since I arrived here on Holy Island, England, I have been
receiving a crash course in all things English. I have been
told that I make a great cup of tea for an American. I have
learned that for a proper English cup of tea, milk is poured
before the tea. I do as I am told!
My time here at The Open Gate on Holy Island has been
an extemely meaningful time for me. I had no idea way
back in May that I would even be here. It has been a spe-
cial gift from the Lord to be here far longer than I had ex-
pected. It has been a very special time for me, these last
three months on Holy Island, especially the discovery of
the supply of Dr. Pepper.
Peace and blessings to you and yours,
sumption the other day, there really is nothing significant
to report. My routine consists of cleaning toilets, washing
dishes, preparing rooms for guests, leading a couple of
prayer times a week, and being available to people as they
drop by The Open Gate Christian Retreat Centre. God con-
tinues God's slow and steady transformative work in my life.
But here are some observations and thoughts about the last
few weeks:
I noticed one Holy Island resident sipping on a bottle of
Dr. Pepper a week or so ago. I went on a wild search for
the fine drink. My heart was gladdened when I finally
found a sizable supply at a little store in the center of the
village.
As of today I have been volunteering at The Open Gate for
three full months. I expected when I arrived here that I
would be here only six or seven weeks. But now I plan to
be here until October 31 when I move from here to take
up a placement at a Church of Scotland congregation near
St. Andrews.
There's been a significant and constant downpour of rain
the past week. Over on the mainland there has been con-
siderable flooding, but Holy Island has been spared. I don't
remember experiencing such a longterm downpour. Today
we saw a little sun peek out from behind the storm clouds. It
was glorious.
I have enjoyed the many American guests who pass through.
Last week I especially enjoyed a small group of Episcopalians
from St. Paul, Minnesota. I think they left St. Paul at this
time to escape the Republican National Convention in their
fair city last week. I thought they were all right even
though they were Democrats. I made sure that they heard
all the good news coming out of the RNC in their home town.
Yet it was refreshing to have fellow country people with
whom I shared a similar language and cultural cues!
Since I arrived here on Holy Island, England, I have been
receiving a crash course in all things English. I have been
told that I make a great cup of tea for an American. I have
learned that for a proper English cup of tea, milk is poured
before the tea. I do as I am told!
My time here at The Open Gate on Holy Island has been
an extemely meaningful time for me. I had no idea way
back in May that I would even be here. It has been a spe-
cial gift from the Lord to be here far longer than I had ex-
pected. It has been a very special time for me, these last
three months on Holy Island, especially the discovery of
the supply of Dr. Pepper.
Peace and blessings to you and yours,
Monday, September 01, 2008
Aidan: My Role Model
Over thirteen hundred years ago an Irish missionary bish-
op named Aidan walked on Holy Island/Lindisfarne, the is-
land in the northeast tip of England that I have been living
on since early June. His impact was so great that he has
been referred to as the apostle to the English. Last week
Christians from Holy Island, Northumbria (the surround-
ing area) and all over England celebrated St. Aidan's Week.
Numerous events throughout the week bore witness to a
great man of God who loved Jesus and walked in the pow-
er of the Holy Spirit, sharing God's love with whomever he
encountered along the way.
In 635 Aidan was sent out from Iona to found a monastery
and school in this region. He came at the request of his dear
friend Oswald, King of Northumbria, who wanted to share
the Christian faith with the people of his realm. Corman,
the previous missionary who had been sent by Iona, was
stern and hard on the people. His mission failed. Aidan pro-
posed a gentler way of evangelizing, and was sent to re-
place Corman. King Oswald gave him the island of Lindis-
farne as a base for sharing the Christian faith with the
Saxon peoples. The people loved Aidan. They experi-
enced his gentleness, humility, wisdom, compassion, purity,
and concern for the poor and sick. He is especially remem-
bered as a prayer warrior who walked everywhere he went
so he could talk with people along the way. He died August
31, 651.
I am usually at the local parish church most days of the
week for either Morning Prayer or worship. Each time I
pass by the the statue of Aidan that looks upon the ruins
of the medieval abbey. And each day I pray that God
would make me more like Aidan, that my life would be
characterized by a missionary spirit, gentleness, humility,
wisdom, compassion, purity, concern for the poor and the
sick, and a love for people I meet along the way. Lord, make
it come true.
Peace and blessings to you and yours,
op named Aidan walked on Holy Island/Lindisfarne, the is-
land in the northeast tip of England that I have been living
on since early June. His impact was so great that he has
been referred to as the apostle to the English. Last week
Christians from Holy Island, Northumbria (the surround-
ing area) and all over England celebrated St. Aidan's Week.
Numerous events throughout the week bore witness to a
great man of God who loved Jesus and walked in the pow-
er of the Holy Spirit, sharing God's love with whomever he
encountered along the way.
In 635 Aidan was sent out from Iona to found a monastery
and school in this region. He came at the request of his dear
friend Oswald, King of Northumbria, who wanted to share
the Christian faith with the people of his realm. Corman,
the previous missionary who had been sent by Iona, was
stern and hard on the people. His mission failed. Aidan pro-
posed a gentler way of evangelizing, and was sent to re-
place Corman. King Oswald gave him the island of Lindis-
farne as a base for sharing the Christian faith with the
Saxon peoples. The people loved Aidan. They experi-
enced his gentleness, humility, wisdom, compassion, purity,
and concern for the poor and sick. He is especially remem-
bered as a prayer warrior who walked everywhere he went
so he could talk with people along the way. He died August
31, 651.
I am usually at the local parish church most days of the
week for either Morning Prayer or worship. Each time I
pass by the the statue of Aidan that looks upon the ruins
of the medieval abbey. And each day I pray that God
would make me more like Aidan, that my life would be
characterized by a missionary spirit, gentleness, humility,
wisdom, compassion, purity, concern for the poor and the
sick, and a love for people I meet along the way. Lord, make
it come true.
Peace and blessings to you and yours,
Sunday, August 24, 2008
More Specifics
On November 1 I will start a twelve month familiarization
placement at Old Cupar, a Church of Scotland congregation
in the town of Cupar, twelve miles south of St. Andrews. I
met with the minister, Rev. Ken Jeffreys, last week and we
had a delightful time. After meeting one another both of us
realized I would be a good fit for the church.
Ken is a Presbyterian from Northern Ireland who has com-
mited himself to renewal and revival of the Church in Scot-
land. Having served as a missionary in Africa he has a heart
for missions. I sense that over the six years he has been the
pastor of Old Cupar the congregation has grown both in num-
ber and community life. They have just finished a building
renovation plan that was tied in with financial support of a
mission in Peru. Ken and his wife are expecting their fourth
child in September and he will be off on paternity leave for
several weeks. Then he'll lead a mission team to Peru in Oc-
tober. That is the reason I won't be starting until November.
I asked the staff of The Open Gate Retreat Centre if I could
continue volunteering until the end of October. I had informed
them in June that I expected to be placed in a church by the
beginning of September. They are happy for me to remain
for the extra two months. Actually I was hoping I could re-
main here longer. There is something about this place that
is so refreshing for me. It has been such a joy and blessing
to be here! I am grateful to God for my unexpected oppor-
tunities on Holy Island/Lindisfarne and at Old Cupar. Truly
I have been blessed!
Blessings to you and yours, and all the best,
placement at Old Cupar, a Church of Scotland congregation
in the town of Cupar, twelve miles south of St. Andrews. I
met with the minister, Rev. Ken Jeffreys, last week and we
had a delightful time. After meeting one another both of us
realized I would be a good fit for the church.
Ken is a Presbyterian from Northern Ireland who has com-
mited himself to renewal and revival of the Church in Scot-
land. Having served as a missionary in Africa he has a heart
for missions. I sense that over the six years he has been the
pastor of Old Cupar the congregation has grown both in num-
ber and community life. They have just finished a building
renovation plan that was tied in with financial support of a
mission in Peru. Ken and his wife are expecting their fourth
child in September and he will be off on paternity leave for
several weeks. Then he'll lead a mission team to Peru in Oc-
tober. That is the reason I won't be starting until November.
I asked the staff of The Open Gate Retreat Centre if I could
continue volunteering until the end of October. I had informed
them in June that I expected to be placed in a church by the
beginning of September. They are happy for me to remain
for the extra two months. Actually I was hoping I could re-
main here longer. There is something about this place that
is so refreshing for me. It has been such a joy and blessing
to be here! I am grateful to God for my unexpected oppor-
tunities on Holy Island/Lindisfarne and at Old Cupar. Truly
I have been blessed!
Blessings to you and yours, and all the best,
Monday, August 11, 2008
Attentiveness
I have now been here at The Open Gate Retreat Centre
on Holy Island, England, for ten weeks. I've washed loads
of dishes and pans, scrubbed a lot of toilets, prepared rooms
for countless guests, and led several dozen Mid-Day and
Evening Prayer chapels. I probably have two or three more
weeks before I head back up to Scotland to work with a min-
ister of the Church of Scotland for twelve months. I have not
received word yet about where I will be headed. I could be
anywhere in Scotland. I have been using a lot of my free
time to prepare to write more for my thesis. I have really
enjoyed having more time to develop my thesis. Soon I
hope to do more writing.
I sense that the Lord has been using my time of volunteer
service here at The Open Gate to form and shape me for
what is ahead of me in Scotland. I have been becoming more
attentive to other people that are our guests at The Open
Gate. It has been a learning experience for me to develop
sensitivity to other people. As a result I have become more
attentive to what is happening in me, especially in regards
to God at work in my life. It has been quite a rewarding ad-
venture for me. The longer I am here on the island, the more
I become attentive to nature: the birds, flowers. grasses, in-
sects, rocks, geological formations, cloud formations, tides,
wind, and rain. It has been an eye opening experience to be-
gin to notice the riches of nature all around me that is such
a treasure of the island. As a result, I have become more at-
tentive to who God is and how God is at work in my life. It
has been a truly blessed time for me here on Holy Island.
Blessings to you and yours,
on Holy Island, England, for ten weeks. I've washed loads
of dishes and pans, scrubbed a lot of toilets, prepared rooms
for countless guests, and led several dozen Mid-Day and
Evening Prayer chapels. I probably have two or three more
weeks before I head back up to Scotland to work with a min-
ister of the Church of Scotland for twelve months. I have not
received word yet about where I will be headed. I could be
anywhere in Scotland. I have been using a lot of my free
time to prepare to write more for my thesis. I have really
enjoyed having more time to develop my thesis. Soon I
hope to do more writing.
I sense that the Lord has been using my time of volunteer
service here at The Open Gate to form and shape me for
what is ahead of me in Scotland. I have been becoming more
attentive to other people that are our guests at The Open
Gate. It has been a learning experience for me to develop
sensitivity to other people. As a result I have become more
attentive to what is happening in me, especially in regards
to God at work in my life. It has been quite a rewarding ad-
venture for me. The longer I am here on the island, the more
I become attentive to nature: the birds, flowers. grasses, in-
sects, rocks, geological formations, cloud formations, tides,
wind, and rain. It has been an eye opening experience to be-
gin to notice the riches of nature all around me that is such
a treasure of the island. As a result, I have become more at-
tentive to who God is and how God is at work in my life. It
has been a truly blessed time for me here on Holy Island.
Blessings to you and yours,
Sunday, August 03, 2008
The God in Nature Holiday Retreat
This Sunday has been a much needed day of rest after a
wonderful God in Nature Holiday Retreat here at the Open
Gate on Holy Island, England. Even though I am a volun-
teer here for the summer, I was involved with the team
that set up a substantial program for the week. I was avail-
able for pastoral care and spiritual direction for the eight
guests participating in the retreat. I served with Graham,
the warden of the Open Gate and co-leader of the retreat;
Carol, the hostess of the Open Gate who made sure every-
body and everything was taken care of; and Paul, who came
from a college in the midlands of England to co-lead the re-
treat with Graham. Paul combines a lively faith in Jesus
with a love and knowledge of nature and a skill in painting.
Our eight guests included people from all over England. It
was a fun group of people!
During the weekdays our pattern was this (everything was
optional): 8:00, Morning Prayer and Communion; 8:40,
Breakfast; 9:45, Morning activity; 12:00, Mid-day Prayer;
12:45, lunch; an afternoon activity; 5:30, Evening Prayer;
6:30, Supper; 7:45, an Evening group time; and 9:00 Night
Prayer. The table conversations at the meals were rich.
Even though I was assigned to do the washing up, my team
members often filled in for me when they saw me engaged
in conversation with one of the guests. I appreciated that!
The whole point of the retreat was to learn to be more at-
tentive to natue in order to become more attentive to God
and to one's self. We marveled at the beauty of nature, drew
closer to God, and enjoyed the presence of one another. God
was definitely present and at work in our lives! Some signifi-
cant healing took place among several of the people on the re-
treat.
There were planned activities that took us out into nature.
We examined the geology of the island; learned about the
flowers, grasses, and plants of the area; explored the coastal
shore of Holy Island; experimented with painting seascapes,
studied how sand dunes are formed; took a boat out to the
Inner Farne Islands to experience their bird paradise; walked
the Pilgrims' Way across the tidal flats (at low tide!); and mar-
velled at the spectacular beauty of St. Abb's Head in Scotland.
We tested one another in our ability to identify birds, flowers,
and geological features. I can only say that I became increas-
ingly attentive to nature, God, and myself as a result of the
retreat. It was wonderful!
Yesterday, Saturday, we said goodbye to new friends and
companions of a special time. But as soon as the last person
left, Graham, Carol, and I began preparing for guests who
would be arriving Saturday afternoon and Sunday. It is nev-
er ending. But we worked hard to make things ready so
that we could rest on Sunday and go to church. It truly has
been a blessed day of rest.
May you have a truly blessed day of rest as well.
Blessings to you and yours,
wonderful God in Nature Holiday Retreat here at the Open
Gate on Holy Island, England. Even though I am a volun-
teer here for the summer, I was involved with the team
that set up a substantial program for the week. I was avail-
able for pastoral care and spiritual direction for the eight
guests participating in the retreat. I served with Graham,
the warden of the Open Gate and co-leader of the retreat;
Carol, the hostess of the Open Gate who made sure every-
body and everything was taken care of; and Paul, who came
from a college in the midlands of England to co-lead the re-
treat with Graham. Paul combines a lively faith in Jesus
with a love and knowledge of nature and a skill in painting.
Our eight guests included people from all over England. It
was a fun group of people!
During the weekdays our pattern was this (everything was
optional): 8:00, Morning Prayer and Communion; 8:40,
Breakfast; 9:45, Morning activity; 12:00, Mid-day Prayer;
12:45, lunch; an afternoon activity; 5:30, Evening Prayer;
6:30, Supper; 7:45, an Evening group time; and 9:00 Night
Prayer. The table conversations at the meals were rich.
Even though I was assigned to do the washing up, my team
members often filled in for me when they saw me engaged
in conversation with one of the guests. I appreciated that!
The whole point of the retreat was to learn to be more at-
tentive to natue in order to become more attentive to God
and to one's self. We marveled at the beauty of nature, drew
closer to God, and enjoyed the presence of one another. God
was definitely present and at work in our lives! Some signifi-
cant healing took place among several of the people on the re-
treat.
There were planned activities that took us out into nature.
We examined the geology of the island; learned about the
flowers, grasses, and plants of the area; explored the coastal
shore of Holy Island; experimented with painting seascapes,
studied how sand dunes are formed; took a boat out to the
Inner Farne Islands to experience their bird paradise; walked
the Pilgrims' Way across the tidal flats (at low tide!); and mar-
velled at the spectacular beauty of St. Abb's Head in Scotland.
We tested one another in our ability to identify birds, flowers,
and geological features. I can only say that I became increas-
ingly attentive to nature, God, and myself as a result of the
retreat. It was wonderful!
Yesterday, Saturday, we said goodbye to new friends and
companions of a special time. But as soon as the last person
left, Graham, Carol, and I began preparing for guests who
would be arriving Saturday afternoon and Sunday. It is nev-
er ending. But we worked hard to make things ready so
that we could rest on Sunday and go to church. It truly has
been a blessed day of rest.
May you have a truly blessed day of rest as well.
Blessings to you and yours,
Saturday, July 26, 2008
The State of My Heart
I'm not posting here about my physical heart-it is stronger,
perhaps, than it ever has been. I am referring to my spiri-
tual heart. All is well there, but I sense God is continuing to
do some major work on my heart as the spirtual center of
my life.
Yesterday I returned from a three-day, two-night St. An-
drews visit, my third since I moved down to Holy Island/-
Lindisfarne in early June. I enjoyed catching up with the
plans of several good friends, eating a stack of pancakes at
the North Point, walking by the North Sea, and being intro-
duced to newborn Lawson Ryan Parks, a Colleen and Ryan
production, dear friends from Canada.
As I travelled back by train to Holy Island, I had a strong
sense that my heart longed to be in St. Andrews. Although
I had informed the Church of Scotland that I was open to
serving anywhere in Scotland, I always have felt a strong
pull to St. Andrews. Recently I was informed by the Church
of Scotland that I should expect to be assigned to a church
in St. Andrews for my one year familiarization placement.
I could not imagine anything better. I am looking forward
to moving back up there and starting pastoral ministry in
Scotland. That is where I long to be!
But as I travelled by train to Holy Island, I also had a sense
of excitement about returning to the Island and my service
at The Open Gate. I realized that my heart is in St. Andrews,
but it is being shaped on Holy Island/Lindisfarne. My time
at The Open Gate on Holy Island is where God is preparing
me for the next phase of my ministry in Scotland. So I trea-
sure this time on Holy Island; it has been such a rich time
for me.
I covet your prayers as I continue on this amazing journey.
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
perhaps, than it ever has been. I am referring to my spiri-
tual heart. All is well there, but I sense God is continuing to
do some major work on my heart as the spirtual center of
my life.
Yesterday I returned from a three-day, two-night St. An-
drews visit, my third since I moved down to Holy Island/-
Lindisfarne in early June. I enjoyed catching up with the
plans of several good friends, eating a stack of pancakes at
the North Point, walking by the North Sea, and being intro-
duced to newborn Lawson Ryan Parks, a Colleen and Ryan
production, dear friends from Canada.
As I travelled back by train to Holy Island, I had a strong
sense that my heart longed to be in St. Andrews. Although
I had informed the Church of Scotland that I was open to
serving anywhere in Scotland, I always have felt a strong
pull to St. Andrews. Recently I was informed by the Church
of Scotland that I should expect to be assigned to a church
in St. Andrews for my one year familiarization placement.
I could not imagine anything better. I am looking forward
to moving back up there and starting pastoral ministry in
Scotland. That is where I long to be!
But as I travelled by train to Holy Island, I also had a sense
of excitement about returning to the Island and my service
at The Open Gate. I realized that my heart is in St. Andrews,
but it is being shaped on Holy Island/Lindisfarne. My time
at The Open Gate on Holy Island is where God is preparing
me for the next phase of my ministry in Scotland. So I trea-
sure this time on Holy Island; it has been such a rich time
for me.
I covet your prayers as I continue on this amazing journey.
Blessings, and all the best to you and yours,
Thursday, July 17, 2008
The Rest of the Story
In the last posting I shared about prayer, work, and study
providing the structure of my time here at The Open Gate
on Holy Island /Lindisfarne. After thinking about what I had
written I determined that I needed to add rest to those three.
That is the rest of the story.
After prayer, work, and study all day, as 9:30 pm approach-
es, I realize just how worn out I am. During my stay here this
has happened night after night and week after week. I have
not had any trouble falling asleep. When I wake up in the
morning I feel rested and am eager to carry on with the new
day. I have come to realize just how necessary rest is for me
to pray, work, and study as God would have me do. It is es-
sential for living before the face of God.
The four staff people here at The Open Gate take sabbath
rest seriously. They make sure that I get a day off for ev-
ry six I work, and that we honor the Lord in a special way
on Sunday. We also take rest seriously by taking breaks
during the day, meeting together for hearty meals and ta-
ble talk during the day, and taking naps.
Rest energizes everything else: prayer, work, and study. I
am grateful to the Lord for the rest God gives me.
All the best to you and yours,
providing the structure of my time here at The Open Gate
on Holy Island /Lindisfarne. After thinking about what I had
written I determined that I needed to add rest to those three.
That is the rest of the story.
After prayer, work, and study all day, as 9:30 pm approach-
es, I realize just how worn out I am. During my stay here this
has happened night after night and week after week. I have
not had any trouble falling asleep. When I wake up in the
morning I feel rested and am eager to carry on with the new
day. I have come to realize just how necessary rest is for me
to pray, work, and study as God would have me do. It is es-
sential for living before the face of God.
The four staff people here at The Open Gate take sabbath
rest seriously. They make sure that I get a day off for ev-
ry six I work, and that we honor the Lord in a special way
on Sunday. We also take rest seriously by taking breaks
during the day, meeting together for hearty meals and ta-
ble talk during the day, and taking naps.
Rest energizes everything else: prayer, work, and study. I
am grateful to the Lord for the rest God gives me.
All the best to you and yours,
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